Get Drunk ; Get Stupid ; Get Laid

2012-01-14T12:58:00.001-08:00

You get to that age when you finally realize which of your friends will remain your friends, and which ones will eventually grow out of you.

I’ve spent years bonding and trying to maintain relationships with people who I thought would be there long after us moving out and going our separate ways.

But as time flew by, I’ve come to realize that maybe it was just a waste of effort.

It’s hard catching up with people you were so close to before when you have no clue about anything they talk about now, only to find out that you guys have nothing in common anymore.

Yeah, there are a few that stay but whoever wants to drift apart at all?

It’s a little heartbreaking sometimes.

At least I’m not losing everyone all at once.

But hey, I guess that’s life.

2012-01-10T15:58:00.000-08:00

hey sweethearts ! guess what ? I'm off today man. I haven't sleep yet at the moment. Gonna head to bed for like an hour or two, than heading to town area to shopping !! Cant wait for the chinese new year to arrive and plus the navy to come so i could earn more cash on hand and get to my career as soon as possible. Time flies really fast . Gonna make use all my time properly. Oh wells , I'm gonna keep my blog here alive , but do check out my tumblr too . I’ve done everything I said I wouldn’t do this year. I’ve been worrying, over thinking and just being generally paranoid about this one thing. I wish it would leave my mind. :( It’s easy for you to switch off like that but I’m still struggling. It’s my birthday month this January. I'm January babies. It won’t be as good as last month but I’ll just be glad for a day when everyone aren’t blaming all their problems on me.

I really need to fix my sleeping. I’m going to stay up tonight and tomorrow and then just sleep for about a year. Maybe not quite but I just want to sleep properly. Today was a bit of a fail of a day. :(

As i promise try not to have negative posts on my facebook status as well as blog here and be more happy. I'm trying. Give me some times baby. I'm just being random anyway. Capricorn peoples always moody. pardon me :)

Wells , I miss you doesn't always mean I want you back, sometimes it only means you crossed my mind and I hope you're doing fine.

Till than . toodles .

2012-01-10T15:18:00.000-08:00

So theres this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile, the way he talks gives me butterflies and just everything about him makes me happy.

I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away. Before I met you I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. And now I smile because I’m always thinking of you.

Do you remember when we first met? The way you looked I can’t forget. And even though I’ve held your gaze a thousand times, when you turn to me and give me that silly grin of yours, you still make me blush. Don’t be surprised if I stumble over my words sometimes when I talk to you. It’s only because it’s hard to talk to you with a big grin on my face.

You, in one word, are amazing.

xoxo

2011-12-21T11:02:00.001-08:00

When you like someone, everything about them seems more attractive, when it seems normal to everyone else. A smile seems so much brighter. The sound of their voice is more soothing. Their goofy laugh sounds cuter. Every little thing about them just pulls you in. Like their imperfections don’t seem…bad. It’s funny how our view of someone depends on how we feel about them.

2011-12-20T21:44:00.001-08:00

I’m really not the best person to come to when you need comforting words. I wish I was. I’m actually probably the worst. I mean, I’ll listen to what you have to say. Come and vent to me, no problem if all you need is a listener. The hard part for me is trying to find the right things to say afterwards, because I want to help. I just don’t really know what to say, or what you really need to hear in order to lift your spirits up. I’m more afraid of something stupid coming out of my mouth rather than something helpful. Honestly, I wish I didn’t have to say anything back at all sometimes.

2011-12-11T18:07:00.001-08:00

"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, at it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've anyway. You see, in the final analysis it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway"

Such an awful day but I’ve done my best to not let things get to me. It’s pretty much worked. I’m too tired to give a damn about anything right now.

Goodnight.

xoxo

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2011-12-08T02:35:00.001-08:00

Before you up and get mad at someone be sure to think about your reasons for doing so, so you don’t end up looking like a dumbass. More than half of the time, you blow up for the most insignificant little things and you don’t even know it. I’d change that before whoever it is that’s in your life decides to be anymore.

Lost

2011-12-07T13:07:00.001-08:00

My days are long.
My nights cold.

Lying on my bed here, thinking about all that’s led up to right now. All the wrong choices I’ve made and the right ones I didn’t.

What could be worse than feeling like you should be in a better place at this point in your life— knowing that it’s your fault that you aren’t.

I’m honestly worried that every choice I make in the future will be just as bad. Another wrong turn down another wrong road.

My greatest fear is disappointing those few in my life that actually care about what I’m doing with it. What could be more heartbreaking than to know that theirs are breaking because of me?

I’m just so lost right now, and have been for a while. More than I’ve cared to admit.

XOXO

2011-12-05T14:19:00.001-08:00

POETIC HEARTACHE

This is heart wrenching ..

oh wells , been awhile since i got back blogging , will do so more often soon . more exciting news is coming up , cant wait to fill in more fun and excitement to this space , gonna make it more interesting ..

XOXO

Iris <3

2011-09-11T11:39:00.000-07:00

“On a break.”

Whether it’s because of a fight or if there is someone else, there shouldn’t be a “break.” Why take a break while fighting, instead of trying to work things out. That’s just running away from the problem until it dies down, but it hasn’t been resolved. You shouldn’t be running from anything if you were that committed.I think breaks are bullshit excuses for couples to go out and see other people without feeling guilty about it. What’s the point of being in a relationship, if you want to see other people as well.When it comes to relationships, there shouldn’t be a pause like that in between. It’s black and white, there are no gray areas. You’re either together, or you’re not. People need to stop kidding themselves.- inspirationalbullshit-

2011-09-10T15:15:00.001-07:00

It’s funny how people finally decide to take some initiative, and make a move when it’s already too late. Why is that? What’s the difference between doing it now, and when you actually had a chance. Oh yeah…that chance is gone now. I guess since you’ve got nothing left to lose, it doesn’t really matter what you do anymore. I guess that’s the difference. You wanted to come clean about something, you should have done it a lot sooner. When it really would have mattered more than right now. If at all.

2011-09-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

It’s a nice feeling not sitting on my ass all day, doing nothing productive. To be honest, I’m very happy with where my life is going. I’ve got a job. I’ll be getting an education in the near future. I don’t even have as much time for television, or many other extracurricular activities lately, but I honestly don’t mind. Things are beginning to look up for me. But only because I made it that way.

I think someday in your life, you come to realize that your number one priority should be yourself. I say that because I think we all know that sometimes, we let so many other things get in the way of our happiness. But really, what greater way is there to make yourself happy than to invest in yourself? To invest in an education for yourself, to invest in a decent paying job that seems fulfilling. Or doing whatever it takes to get there, to where you’re happy with your life. Basically, to be proactive. Because at the end of the day, the only one that can achieve your goals is yourself. And really, I think when you look yourself in the mirror in the morning, you’ll want to be proud of yourself. As well as what you have accomplished on your own.

I don’t know what caused this sudden epiphany of mine. Maybe it’s because everyday I keep asking myself the same question over and over again.

Where do I see myself in ten years? And ten more after…

2011-09-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

Keeping in touch with friends. It’s nothing too hard to do, right? You just hit them up every once in a while and they do the same…right?

Wrong.

Reality sets in, and then you realize that it’s all easier said than done. You make promises to each other saying that you’d never drift apart, and that you’d make time to see each other.If you think about it, have you? When you look back, could you say that you’re satisfied with the time you’ve spent together? If any time at all.

You begin to wonder just how much they were willing to maintain whatever it was that you had. But then you figure out how little they did when you realize that you, yourself weren’t doing anymore than they were. So it’s about equal, both of your efforts. Who do you have to blame? No one, but yourself. Because really, you don’t have any more right to blame anyone else unless you’ve clearly done more.

Unless you decided to make one more phone call or send one more text, don’t go around pointing fingers at who didn’t try to keep in touch. Instead, use that same amount of energy to make that one phone call, or to send that one last text. Who knows, maybe it’ll work. And if not, then at least no one could say that you didn’t try.

NEVER EXPECT. NEVER ASSUME. NEVER ASK AND NEVER DEMAND. JUST LET IT BE. IF IT’S MEANT TO BE, IT WILL HAPPEN.

2011-01-30T17:37:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I think I was born backwards. You know, come out my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I hate… It’s hard when you miss people. But, you know, if you miss them It means you were lucky. It means you had someone special in your life, someone worth missing.

Life is pretty awesome for me , but i definitely want better and the best . Gonna go and achieve my dream soon , i'm not young anymore.. Time passes real fast , and i've to pick up fast . Wells , today is my off day , supposedly planned a nice outing , yet is fuck hell raining cats and dogs non-stop .. kinda so piss off , and im sure everyone is sleeping now .. no one pick up calls or sms me .. kinda so upset.. what's the fuck is wrong .. :( Dont know if i should continue sleeping or waiting .. i hate to wait .. and unplanned moments are always the best ...

Please lady luck and god shine on me .. please :0)

xoxoxo

"If there is ever a moment you will ever need me, you can rest assure that I will be there"

2011-01-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

I swore to myself it wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

yeah apparently this year start off was really great , first: I had a great fun and experience during new year and Christmas . I meet lots of difference kind of people from all over the world , make lots of new friends who truly concern on how i'm being . Partly thanks to hooters :) I'm glad we all still keeping in touch . Hoping that we will do more often , and i do lost my friends and at the same time my crush . Kinda upset but still 2010 wasn't a bad year for me but I'm sure 2011 is gonna be better tho .. My birthday celebration was over , totally wasn't a great perfect awesome one , but still my daddy and mummy is happy , most importantly is they're happy , i'm happy ! :) That's was really fast ., finally i'm 21 ! I can't wait to travel alone soon ... I'm gonna live life and live the dream do whatever i want . Just wait and see ! I'm sure i can do it ..

Thanks all my relatives and friends for the gifts and appearance on my birthday celebration . you're a goof and i love you. " ♥

xoxo

ps: i guess it would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all..

2010-12-28T11:07:00.000-08:00

please tell me that all this while i'm the one that you think about when you sleep, the one that you miss daily without fail , the only one you treated seriously before...
but i'm afraid one day, i'll forget bout you and live my life again and by then , you'll come back to my life and ruined everything i've done to forget bout you ...so before i let go of you , can you be there for me for even just once before all that happens...

xoxo

I fell for you and you caught me. But I guess, after awhile, you got bored and dropped me.

2010-12-27T11:13:00.000-08:00

I’ve learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you. :)

...I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.

I'm kinda so fucking emo this few days . seriously , and i fucking don't know the hell why.

We’ll speak again soon! oxoxoxo kiss the ox kiss the ox!

ps: Thanks babe.. I'm glad that you're not faking it or having miserable time with me.. At least now i know i do meant something although not that freaking important but at least .. Thanks anyway. I doubt it. You will not be worry if anyone will misunderstood as I'm just a normal friend to you. Whatever it is , as long as you're happy , I'm fine with it. Takecare always & Good luck :*)

I'm not saying that I am in love . I'm saying that lately , "He's all I think about".

2010-12-26T10:00:00.000-08:00

my friends always ask me what i see in him. i say, “everything you don’t.”

You say “k” a lot, & it looks as if you don’t care. You say “lol” a lot, & it looks as if you’re faking. You reply so late, & it looks as if you don’t want to talk to me. I always talk to you first, & it looks as if you’re getting annoyed. But that’s alright with me, I just want you to know that even though I’m feeling sad by the way we talk to each other, even though I’m boring & annoying towards you, I want you to know that I’ll always be there for you, waiting, because there isn’t a day that I can go on without talking to you. And now I've came to the point in life at which I began telling myself "I need to move the fuck on." sometimes i wish i could read your mind to find out how you feel about me.

you. you’re so different from all the other guys. from your name, your height, your hair, to your actions, to the way you speak, things you quote, everything. your sexiness is just icing on the cake. i will never forget you.

you takecare and I really hope to see you again even though you didn't contact me at all when you left.

... okay i really have to stop that .. seriously sound like so desperate about you ..

PS : Throughout the year of 2010, I’ve fallen for the most unexpected people. I’ve lied to the people that cared the most. I’ve lost friends who I thought I never would. I’ve trusted the wrong people. I’ve made mistakes only to make me stronger. I’ve learned so many things this year. I've learned the fact that friends stick around, and boyfriends come and go.

&& I'm gonna make 2011 more exciting! You'll see ;)

xoxo

You're just a bunch of fake judgmental bitch who can't be trusted.

2010-12-25T01:07:00.000-08:00

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life.

I know i'm not perfect, but at the end of the day, who is? I dont fucking live to please you my dear. I dont mind and would not be sad if you dont call me out or what so ever..

Dont make me sound so fucking desperate to meet out with you or hung out with you. I dont mind to lose you this friend .. I've expected that .. & I'm glad that too .. But sad that you can't move the fuck on .. If you're so straight forward should have tell me right in front of my face that I'm not invited than having so miserable time to fake smile to me talk to me .. Have to endure ..

I dont came for you my dear . I came for the people i care and respect . Though i'm really an asshole when i was young and make lots of stupid mistakes , but who doesn't ? Everyone need a second chance , and i'm glad those who give it to me .. I had to move the fuck on and live life to the fullest than keeping those nasty bad memories in my heart .

Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot. Nothing's ever your fucking fault. i am who i am. your approval isn't needed. I admit, I really miss how things used to be. But I can also admit, that I’ve accepted the fact that things changed. I don't care what you think of me. It couldn't be half as bad as what I think of you too ..

You gotta take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had, learn to forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on.

Whatever it is , you takecare and have a great Christmas ! All the best to you ! :)

ps: I hate you so much and I miss you even more right. Sick, tired, underwhelmed, overwhelmed; this is when I turn to you. No one quite has your touch. No one smiles at me and thinks I'm gorgeous when my hair is disheveled, my face pale and my nose runny. No one deals with me quite like you do. With that said.

I wish you hadn't, I wish you didn't, I mean you shouldn't, I thought you couldn't, but more importantly; I didn't think you would.

What's your holiday season like?

2010-12-02T01:57:00.000-08:00

Are the holidays like they were when you were a kid? Being in Singapore makes the holidays seem weird for me as living here for years. I miss the snow , I really do as i never saw once in my entire life. but i know i'm going to see the snow soon... This year I just keep working hard earning money in hooters, earning as much as i can.. and then I have plan to gone straight into learning dancing or music? or maybe making jewelery? What do you think? I think I need to expand somehow and get some help. I hope to do it as soon as possible :)

I want to bake cookies, sit on the couch in front of a fire, watch the snow or make a snowman or throw snowballs at my sisters someday.... hehehe ..

So let me know about your holidays and what you do. Tell me about the snow or if you do live in somewhere over the world with snow, what makes your holidays special. (:

I got to get back to prepare myself to meet up with my ate Lynn to partyyyy !! Cant wait to see her ... charrr..

so this journal is a shorty ;] but im gonna end this with a new picture took from my new lappie..

TATAH !!

XOXO ~

2010-11-29T10:50:00.000-08:00

Seriously I dont know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, Sometimes I feel like we're more then friends but sometimes I feel like i'm just a stranger to you.

i'm not happy again . shit big time ..

fuck everything !! I'm going to sleep !

ciao

xxx

2010-11-01T11:51:00.000-07:00

Games we play

It's so funny how many games we play with each other all day and always.

I'm not going to text him, and I'm gonna wait for him to text me, but then he hasn't. Is he waiting for me to text him, or is he just not texting?

I also wonder though, if it's always the guys job to contact the girl, don't the guys ever crave the attention and wooing as well?

We put on extra make up and dress up nicely to go to snooty stores just so the women who work there don't judge us. We spend money we don't have to buy a "label" to impress people we don't even know. We lose more and more weight, so we can be skinnier than the next girl and to be able to maybe, hopefully feel "better than". We judge people based on the cars they drive, the clothes they wear, the house they live in etc etc. We judge people based on what their parents do and how much money their parents make, as if it has anything to do with the person itself. We judge people based on the city they live in, or if they live above or below sunset. We judge people based on their status in this world, that is decided by all of these superficial things. Matt Damon said it himself, that most people don't even ask what it's like to make movies, to act etc etc. All they want to know is what it's like to be famous.

And we do all of these things just to make other people like us. We act as if other people liking us is more important than us liking ourselves.

ps: You read all this and I write all this....and I still want to say, "why didn't he text"

2010-10-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

I have my alone moments.
Im not sad or mad at anything or anyone, it just means I want to be left alone. I dont feel like talking at times so I just sit there with my headphones on and just do me. I dont need to be in anyones conversation, I dont need anyone to vent to. Let me just do me and you do you. That’s all I want. Im not saying Im forever alone, Im saying that I like to be alone in my own moments. I kind of like staying in my own little world sometimes, just me and my self.

2010-10-19T16:06:00.000-07:00

Here's a thought. if you're going to be rude, at least have a reason to be. and when someone confronts you about it, don't act like you have no idea what they're talking about. Let's give thattt a try, shalll we?

I just don’t understand. Someone once told me that I’m an easy target, because everyone knows I’m too shy and backward to do anything about it, so it has happened to me all too often. But why would someone want to tarish the reputation of an innocent person? So what if I’m shy? what if I'm an innocent person? If that is the worst that can be said about me, then say that. At least it’s true. Lying seems to be contagious, too. One person starts, then others add to the misery.

sorry people , i just got home , i'm very sleepy now , don't feel like uploading any pictures , perhaps , you guys just have to be patient with me ! maybe next entry ??

love you guys !

xoxo

iris

2010-10-18T14:16:00.000-07:00

Has barely slept a wink and is at work again soon! :(

Hello people ! Ahh just real fed up at the minute. Bored, feel real restless, cant concentrate on stuff. Just wish i was away from here.. from everything ! Stressed out! Urrgghhh. :-/

Alright , i miss shopping , chilling and hanging out with friends, watching movies , dancing , singing , cheer leading !! but but but i seem so busy at work ! fuck shit , this week schedule was so not nice , can't party and hang out with friends :(

oh wells , hope next week will be better ! Can't wait till my off day ! SUNDAY !!! please this week ends faster .. I need plans plans for sunday , anyone out there free? text me !! or ask me here !

i'm going to sleep now , i'm working tomorrow at 3pm , damn .. fuck fuck . hate this ..

goodnight people ! miss me ! i promise to upload pictures on my next entry ! stay tuned.

I LOVE YOU !

xoxo

iris

2010-10-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

Boys frustrate me. I hate all their indirect messages, I hate game playing. Do you like me or don’t you? Just tell me so I can get over you.

HELLO! IMMA BACK, imma back! :) ANYONE MISSED ME? I bet no, but ohwell. Monday blues gonna spoils my whole day. Sometimes I just hope I'm able to voice out everything ,how you treated me ,how your thoughts are so wrong and how much I wished I've wronged you .Eventually ,I still kept everything to myself ,feeling so helpless yet happy that you're able to forget everything..

Alright ,me and my random thoughts .Fancy blogging it out here with no one understanding who and what the hell I'm talking about .Sometimes ,I just need someone who'll understand all I'm going thru cause just no one knows .FML , takecare people .

2010-10-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

So you still wanna be friend with me ?

ps: I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone else cause my parents taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate.

xoxo

Iris

2010-10-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

wazzzuuuuup people! YES! it have been very long since i blogging. yes, very long. time passed so fast! just realized i miss blogging! Haha. Ohwell. Dunno whats there t miss about though. K, and my blog is really dead. sorry people. Really sorry. My bad. Have been v busy/lazy lately! Can't really concentrate on any stuffs.. oh man ! Like seriously man. This year its beyond awesome! get t make new friends, learn new stuffs and of course have some bad stuff happening at the same time :(

I wish im strong enough t overcome these challenges too, but,sadly, it seems like i cant.I just hope that time will pass faster, i want all these pain t go away. But i doubt it would, as all those memories are forever. How do you want me t let go just like that? But still, life goes on... sigh.

我要更努力，更有勇气。

2010-07-18T12:43:00.000-07:00

Hi sweetie !

well it's been so long since i blog .. been very busy with my work..
lately i dont feel good at all .. totally , i dont have the mood to go to work anymore .. my health is getting bad to worse.. i dont eat as much as i usually did .. always not hungry and went to work straight .. and my kidney is hurting me so badly nowadays been having sore throat & headaches :(

I hate to fall sick, seriously this time round it's seem to be very serious .. really.. hurt me so badly .. i cant really sleep well , i dont have enough sleep .. i cant concentrate on my studies for my test .. i keep delay the test & i really hate it .. now i suppose to sleep yet i'm hell awake because the pain make me cant sleep.. i only had sleep like an hours and went to work straight everyday.. No choice, perhaps it's time i need to rest well before it get even worse.. i have to visit the clinic tomorrow :-( Hope the stupid sore throat & headaches all the pain please quickly go away.

ps : i want to take a long break ...

Im so sorry that it didnt work out im moving on :)

2010-06-29T14:19:00.000-07:00

oh great ! Now is 5.30am , and for god sake im hell awake ..
Tomorrow working at 12pm yet im not asleep yet ..
oh man ..

so well . today my off day , whole day at home sleeping till 6pm due to my legs is aching so didn't want to go anywhere , just want to stay at home and rest . Work wasn't really great for me .. Im getting no interest of going to work lately .. :( It didnt sound good ..

oh man.. im just tired yet cant sleep . fuck shit ..

Thursday i'm going to my very first time bikini calender photo shoots . kinda nervous because never done before .. Wish me all the best and good luck to me (:

Going to sleep now .. bye ..

xoxo

其實我不快樂..

2010-06-21T16:18:00.000-07:00

Current mood :(
Current song: -

Yes . I'm back to blog spot! Dont like tumblr , find it so troublesome. maybe i'm not that clever . so it doesn't matter anyway .. who cares..
well well well ..
Not Feeling so good, Can't sleep, I worry too much about little things ...
Now I can't sleep & is 7.30am in the morning .. oh gosh tomorrow i'm working 5pm ..
& now i'm still awake !? fuck.

my life ? nothing special . Just everyday work , meeting new people , new friends (:

so now i'm going to keep it short and fast as i need to catch up some sleep.

Starting with some overdue pictures first (:
me and my sis went to suntec for shopping :)
If i'm not wrong , is a month ago ..

It's been so long since i zi lian -.-

My sis say i was like trying to promote the Pepsi since coke is now more popular -.-'''
yeah maybe"

I was trying to take a pictures of my sis , but she keep cover her face.

in the end ...

Still dont have a proper one..
She said i took her pictures very ugly .. so she took photos of herself :)

what do you guys think ? (:
Quite nice .. But still i prefer i took the photos of her .. more natural (:

Whatever it is ... I'm going to sleep .. BYE ..

MISS ME (:

XOXO♥ ♥

2010-03-15T04:07:00.001-07:00

"Lately i don't feel good . I always can't sleep when i suppose to be in bed now.
I have so much problems and don't wish to talk about.
What's wrong with me ? sucks."

p.s I've got the urge to go clubbing and drink:(

Anyone? ✌

xoxo

call me :)

2010-03-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

Shagged out.

I couldn't blame much as everyone change so do i , But I'm so disappointed in you..

I've been neglecting my blog for almost a month! If I'm not wrong :) Had been busy with my colorful schedule these few months, however, I love being busy. I've got no time to blog, to party, to sing, massage or even bother about my face. Is it a good thing or not? Life's simple now, like a workaholic, just that I've got no time for anything. I'm not whining about it now, instead I'm sharing how different my life has changed..

Shit happens after the good times..
I'm hating this moment always for this problem, I'm in ...
Is it Girls are always so fake always get conflicts? No matter how much they dislike someone, they'll tend to gossip about people around them? Doesn't matter who he/she is, forgetting about the good moments they had, the bad ones always remains... Admit it because you also behaves like this. Maybe for some apparent reasons when they got sick and tired of each other after such a long friendship?!

What if you tends to call your 'so-call-good-friend/sister' who kept making you like a fool in-front of the rest just because she's telling everyone she hated you, OMG! Because of some small stupid nonsense? And never consider that they had years of friendship since they were in primary school till now? Okay, this is the saddest part. oh my oh my ..

I thought thru last night.. why would things like this happens when both were doing just fine last weeks, a month ago.. And I realized, Girls are always like that, isn't it ? h aha and in fact like this did made me feel better :) At least I see her true colors, I'm not the only one whom she's fake to, I suppose there's a whole lot more in the circle of friends. Well, I admit I'm a little fake as well some of the time but not towards her and the few real ones, I did my part as a friend?
I'm trying to speak to you nicely and yet you said I'm finding excuses ,
scolding me a BITCH and fucker. oh yeah, all you know is only vulgarities?
Don't you know how to speak well?
Other than first thing coming out of your mouth is vulgarities :/
All you know is , "because i like mar , hahaha , bitch , i will not take your name off lol"
seriously, immature much?
I admit at times i also immature. Haha :) But she is different .. How immature I am i still have basic respect on others,
by showing my full name in your face book, your blog,
You think these will affect me ? :D
ahahas , NO, in fact finally I actually see how immature you're and how you treated friends when you had a new friend in face book just few weeks ago, and how fast you can change , abandon someone who is longer and knowing your character for 8 fucking years, sad to say , you still don't have the basic respect for me :) I still have, although you sms me with all your nasty words.
I still didn't wrote your full name in public or your pictures.
But Since you're happy with it , by all means..
Go ahead do whatever you want, how about I help you call reporters for you to announce to the whole world ? Since you like to let everyone know how much you hate me ?
But I'll not , Not because I'm loser , is because I'm not so childish as you are.
I can't be bother with such a person like you.
I don't want people to laugh at me because of these I have to announce to everyone ..
Since you hate me so much , why still bother to add me in your friend list? Is it to make me angry? Jealous? To see how great you're by dumping me aside and telling everyone how nice you're? Be with your new sister showing me new photos? Let me tell you , these isn't going to work for me , since you said you have tolerated enough of my nonsense. I'm trying to help you by deleting myself off from your friend list , so you won't be so angry whenever you happen to click on my profile. But you say I'm loser?! Oh GOD ! ahaha :D
Sometimes your words are so senseless, foolish, and absurd.
I think I should be the one who is utterly disappointed in you...

I hate to be malign about things which I've never did . Aren't suppose friends/sister should be more understanding than putting a fight with you when you're totally feeling down because of problems, and started to have fight with you because of what hi-bye normal friend?! nonsense?
Please come on, should i repeat myself again? You and I know each other for so long, like years , shouldn't you know my character like I do? I know, You just know that you need someone to care for you, go meet up with you, shopping, clubbing, talk nonsense, only care about yourself i should say.. & I never knew that never meet up with a person can cause someone to say something stupid, know why?
I told her my problems , yet she never be understanding. This fucking good friend of mine can already be so fake towards me, what about others? Won't it be the same?
Haha Don't be so assure of the answer though :)

Goods things always comes to an end ,I've learnt to accept friends like this . At least that friend of mine hadn't do me any harm like make me kill someone and caught in police case. Maybe everything can be healed with the help of time . Maybe I should look at things positively!

Several things happened within a month , not a good thing to be happy about .Couldn't everyday be like a lovely, happy go lucky ? With no misunderstanding , no hypocrites around and no conflicts .

My girls , My boys, I need to spare some time for other important friends .They might not need me but that doesn't mean the same for me .

I need a break from stress , sleep-less nights , alcohol and junk food .

I'm going to tone up my skin , it's getting bad nowadays .

Bye now ..

xoxo

p.s , i can't say i hate you, because my heart doesn't let me, but i honestly, don't wanna see you EVER again.

2010-02-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Current mood :D
Current song: You And Me- Life house

Just want to share some funny videos , before i'm going to sleep.
Sharing to those who have not seen it ;)
Watch this Video . Chinese Version of the song Poker Face to NEW YEAR . hahaha .
I bet , He must be nothing better to do .

HAHAHAHAHA ... LOL ;)

This baby is so smart and CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isn't the baby born to be the joker ? hahahaha

Another one .

The Crazy SIAO ding dong dog , bite his own leg because he thought that his leg will SNATCH away his food ! What the hell ?! LMFAO ....

SO now have a good laugh before going to bed ..

Good night! oh yeah . Tomorrow is the last day of work ! I'll not be working at there anymore .
WoOHOOS !!!

Cant wait to get my Iphone after new year ! yeah yeah YEAH !!!

ciao .

Happy Chinese New year !

xoxo

No matter what kind of things I feel, if I cannot express them properly, they really become completely meaningless

2010-02-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

LOOK STUPID AND CHILDISH ? :)

Oh man ..

Remember what you said :) I don't care your "S....." feelings ?

yeah .. HAHAHA !

OK WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY . I CANT BE BOTHER ANYMORE .

I DON'T WANT TO CAREEEEEEE !

GO AHEAD AND SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE .

I just told someone what had happened . & After what they told me , yeah , I think about it .
& I just delete the previous post . And updated .

Now I know what i should do . Since you mention like this , I just have to mind my own business .
That's all . & Enjoy my life with my families members :)
I'll work hard to reach my target .

That's it . ...

"I don't wish & don't want to care or bother with you anymore."

CIAOS!

xoxo
;)

Maybe that's the way I should do and be ....

" IRIS REMEMBER TO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS "

2010-02-06T05:06:00.000-08:00

Just finish online shopping..
I bought a lot of new stuff...
Tomorrow maybe going to shopping with my sis and mummy.
Need a makeover. Maybe a plastic sugary?

I need money . I need sponsor by someone.
I want go overseas . I want to learn more new stuff from other country.

I want want want want a lot of things ..

BUT I KNOW ONLY IN MY DREAMS ....

Back to the topic .. Chinese new year is around the corner..
Actually one more week to go ..

I cant wait to eat eat eat ...

I cant wait to do a lot of stuff ....

I'm not in the new year mood.
Every year is the same..
Please be nice to me GOD !

IM STARVIIIINNNNG AND I CAAAANT SLEEEP :(

2010-02-05T23:08:00.000-08:00

UPDATED ;/

WHATEVER !

FUCK YOU !

oh yeaaaah

2010-01-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

hello everyone .

I'm gonna try something new and nice.. hope it'll change my life to a great success .

oh yeaaah .. maybe i'm going for new courses..

Actually i dont know what i'm going to post now .

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i'm hoping this year is going to be great year for me .. i do not want to waste anymore time..

2010 you better be nice ...!!!

perhaps i should be nice to myself as well

.. how about getting a iphone ? ahaha

i'm getting a new toy !

before i going off . would like to say and wish everyone

HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR !

GONG XI GONG XI..

byee !

2010-01-08T10:53:00.000-08:00

Current mood :!
Current song: Down- Jay Sean

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down

Life is not easy being me ..

oh yeah . Finally . is like finally ....
ok first , I want to Thanks to all these beautiful people on the earth that send me sweet messages on my birthday ! Thanks so much . Didn't really expected you guys will remember :D
& those who send me messages on fb as welll , Thanks !
Love you guys many many .. Too many to mention , lazy to type all the names out .
But you know who you're..
definitely I'll remember you !

Good news . I got a job interview just now . & I went with Eleena . Not really interview . Just giving some details to the person-in charge.
Thanks to Eleena for intro me this job.
It's like finally .. The pay is reasonable and also five working days only.
So not bad :) Mandy do help me as well , Thanks too. But didnt respond to you.
Sorry ..

After that , Dinner at Lao Pa SA , Gyoza Ramen.
Than Train down to Somerset 313 ..
It's been so longggg since i went to town .. &&&
Shoppingggggggg . ...
To be exact , is Window shoppingggg LAH ...
Didn't bought anything , NO CASH in hand , NO Credit card either . Too bad .
But not a waste trip either , help Eleena choose her early purchase Chinese New Year's clothings.
ALL 3 dresses she bought is pick by me ! YEAH ! my style is not bad right ? :)
Can see she like it soooo muchhhhh ... oh yeah ! ^^
Cool or what ..
Me and Eleena , Reserved a dress damn gorgeous...
walk to ION Orchard window shoppingggg..
than back to Somerset 313 again ,
took train and went home ...

******

I cant wait to get my pay soon .. So I can purchase more new clothings.
I need to throw all ugly and non-fashionable clothes away . Need to clear all asap before Chinese new year !
Need to purchase new stuff and new heels soon..

Bills to settled first before i can do anything else :(((

I cant wait to meet up with my BFF soon .
Mandy , Joan , Wynny & all .. Miss them alot mans .
But always there is something stop me from doing it ..
Hate it man ..

oh ... $ please come in more ....

going to bed soon .. tomorrow have to wake up early to help daddy .
Daddy hurt his knee again :(( oh my goodness please take good care of yourself .
hope he recover soon .

It's been so long since i post quite a long blog entry ..
2009 is not a great or good year for me .. :((
hope 2010 will be better =)

ciaos .

xoxo

p/s : Someday though. Someday everything will be perfect.

2010-01-05T09:02:00.000-08:00

current mood :/
current song: poker face.

I'm SO SO fucking tired . Yet I cant sleep ! I'm .. like what the fuck .. [.....]
i hate when i cant sleep. i end up thinking too much, and then my brain hurts.

&& It hurts so badly .. fuck ..

BIRTHDAY OVER ! like Oh my goodness , I'm 20 now , like fuck 20 ..
I'm one year older . oh my .. ONE fucking year older .

I enjoy my birthday with my friends and family . but not really that much .
due to some fucking reason . but I'm between happy & saddd at the same time ..
Happy that my dad and mummy lovesss me so much ..
Sadd that I'm one year older and the time is really fast . Just one blink and I'm 20 , one blink now is 2010....
I hate but had to fucking face the reality ....

Actually i don't know what the fuck I'm posting today .

till than . going to dance nowwww ..

ciaos .

xoxo

ps: sorry for so many fuck . I'm so irritated by _________________ .
oh ya . videos will be delay ....

2010-01-01T00:41:00.000-08:00

Hello 2010 !!

Iris here ..

Wishing you all everyone and your love ones
a Joyous Holiday Season and a most prosperous and Healthy New Year !

God bless ..

Takecare everyone ! Be back soon !

xoxo

2009-12-15T23:40:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: -
Current Song: 愛さずにはいられない - Jerry Yan ♥

hello everyone ! I just change my blog song . & I like it very much . haha .
Hope you guys like it too !

Yesterday just went to Fiona's house , and i had so much fun .
Thanks dear. ♥ ♥
well maybe , pictures later . haha =)

oh ya . been busy practicing dance and singing with my sis .

Gonna update you guys lots of new things too
but this time round with videos if possible.

stay tuned.

maybe maybe .. tag-board will be up too . hehe ;)

ciao

"boredom is a terrible disease."

misss meee ;)
xoxo

2009-12-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

current mood: im a little bit...sad :/
current song: -

Time check: 9.34pm .

Haven't been doing a proper update on my blog since I've started work.
My life with her is damn miserable almost 6 months.
I cant remember and don't wish to remember either.
Always can't pleased you enough . well , so in the end , give up.
I haven't got any chance to meet up with my friends for so long because of you.
Yet you keep insulting me . what the hell is wrong with you? doesn't mean you're a person who is close to me , you can do this me . I had enough .

fuck . and bye .

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Santa Claus please make my wish came true ...

xoxo

2009-12-12T10:19:00.000-08:00

I'm so disappointed with you. You till now still never change. Always want people to obey you.
Come on please . You make me more hate you and dislike you. Always lie , lie lie to me , us , everyone !

Tomorrow see you again.

SHIT . fucking shit. cb .

:(

xoxo

2009-11-16T02:40:00.000-08:00

current mood: tired

current song: --

'I was tired,'

yes very tired :( I didn't have the energy anymore in order to continue, and I didn't feel there was any point. I don't regret it. It was absolutely the right decision. Yes , "We should seize every opportunity but this time round I'm going to give it a missed. sorry or what , but I really cant endure anymore. Yes , going to give up the so call good and excellent opportunity . I mean I didnt want to waste anymore time , athough I really did . yeah I'm talking craps . yay . but no point to endure with this kind of "people" .. really this kind of ~~jerks~~ and ~~bitches~~ & this idiot job !

good fantastic? very good ? *yawn* I cant seem to find or see any "good" reason about this company.

I hope this time round , I make the right decision..

ciao

xoxo

2009-11-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

current song : You Are Not Alone
current mood : moody

Isnt she adorable?

:( :( :(
Rest in peace.
God bless you sweetheart .

xoxo

2009-11-07T19:33:00.000-08:00

current song : danity kane - damaged
current mood : *insert sad face*

EDITED

Perhaps i'll just have to pray to my tua pek gong and dont think too much.
:)

Just forget it and let it go :)

God please help :(

xoxo

2009-11-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

current mood: happy ;)
current song: You'll always find your way back home -Miley Cyrus :)

Woke up to Miley Cyrus's songs, doo da doo :)

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, and you can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

I'll keep singing this song until the very end...

Is it weird that I had a dream about Robert Pattinson? :) ahahas .

That's the reason why I'm so happy today ! LOL -.-

Anyway , my stomach is so freaking painful .

cant imagine i had to endure till 9pm tonight..

E-n-d-u-r-e ;/

but hopefully it will be alright after i eat my lunch later on..

kinda bored . no customer but alot of stuff to do . Like cant finish . everyday there is so many freaking things to do. -.- and keep doing non-non-non-non STOP !

oh well , my life everyday is sooooooooo busy!!! woweeeeee. but I LIKE ! hahaha

I'm giving myself 15 mins to post & relax and chill. lalalalaala

do da do da dooo da da do do da da da do do da daaa dooo..

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I've been chasing my dreams but its time to start living life a lot more meaningfully as well. The road's not always going to be all cheery but i'm just going to try to wake up each morning with a smile and be that little positive difference. I believe it's going to be awesome days ahead..

I also believe that it takes a lot of determination and hard work to turn them into reality. But still i'll continue pursuing my dreams and endeavors. I know i'm going to be hit hard and crack but no matter how many times I fall, I won't ever give up :] That's for sure ..

So you people should keep believing in yourself and your dreams
and start creating your own path towards them.

I believe dreams , you ?

Just a random post today . haha

ciaos

xoxo gossip girl ~

2009-11-04T03:34:00.000-08:00

current mood - :(
current song: -

lately , I've been crying like a fucking idiot . I'm feeling so sick yet no one can help me.
I'm trying my best to do well , but it seem so difficult :(
Whenever I saw you , I'm so piss off and mad. I cant find a reason not to angry with you.
The way you insult and scold me is way too overboard , ever you think of people's feeling ?
You dumb or what ? Dont you know this word "Privacy"? Havent you learn before? I have the rights and choices to make. Stop forcing me!

Always tell me your attitude is like this and that , is it my problem ?

why do i have to tolerate? why do I have to listen ?

WHY CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME INSTEAD ! ?

Everytime I want to talk , you'll always say I'm wrong. Always want people to follow your ways. why don't you stand in our shoes?

How will you feel if I keep on doing this same thing that you did to me, towards you?

Please don't ask me what happened.
My tears keep rolling down whenever I think of it :(
Just dont want you to be so busybody .
Haven't you heard before ? Mind your own business.

The point is my parents also never do this to me. Never even treated me this way.
You're way too much . You aren't my parents? why so busybody ?

An extremely important lesson learnt today.

Never Trust people too easily. Even though they're your relatives/cousins.

sucks .

Sometimes friends & family are much more better :)

First things first , "Watch What You Say & Write" ,
Secondly , "Write & speak responsibly and objectively, or not at all"
Thirdly , "Shut the fuck up , and mind your own business!" Thanks !?

Yeah . totally stupid to cry over this matter.
I'll fight you down. Fight you back , I'm not afraid of you.

okay . i'm going to stop badmouthing her. sucks mans . I felt I and her no difference if I keep posting nasty stuff of her. & tell everyone :/ fuck la . don't know what am I thinking ? but keeping inside my heart , my feelings will always down and upset. after posting out , i feel better
:) I'll stop all this craps from now onwards.

Things will never be the same again.

It hurts, it really does.

But I guess I only have myself to blame..

For now though, maybe I just need some ice cream with a sprinkle of rainbow rice..

ciaos .

xoxo

2009-10-27T23:18:00.000-07:00

current song: FUCK YOU

current mood: cant decide

fuck you .. fuck you many many ..

FUCK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH MUCH!!!!!
oh my goodness sake -.-
Some misunderstanding is happening .. gosh . oh my oh myyyyy ..

Actually to make it clear , I'll not be updating my fb . someone is so sensitive.
I'm not saying anyone . but don't know why you seem so angry . I just read someone's blog
and got mad , so i wrote in my fb , yet you assume that I was talking about you . Lol .
When I get online and saw what you wrote , surprise me man . didn't know you said someone, yet turn out to be yourself . you're the one that also sensitive.
oh my oh my .. I don't know , what else i should comments . but , to you , I'm NOT talking about you . If you insist that I'm talking about you YOU you YOUU , you're so wrong man. Get the facts right .

All of us are imperfect. I don't want to be perfect, but I do want to be a role model. My parents always tells me that imperfections equal beauty , and I'm tired of your lame reasons , you are always judging people, but why don't you look at yourself before you judge someone?!!

sometime you should think before you say anything dont assume everything you do/say is right.
& those people doesn't know anything , please listen to both side story than decide . Don't so busybody and add on your comments. what ?! such people ? self-denial only? self denial people pretend and lie?! Come on la , you know the whole story ? you know what's going on ? If you don't know anything , don't know any shit , dont comment and talk cock . That is senseless, foolish, and absurd that I have to tolerated, I've enough of your nonsense.

You always assume you're right . you fucker . I hate you man .

I dont wish to comment anymore further. & we just have to wait and see than... Go on and do whatever you want , Dont say "I dont bother" yet bother like hell . mind your own words.
Yeah , You said I'm saying you . indeed you're so fake wearing a mask around me . say me?
Never you heard before , Say people equally saying yourself , yes , I'm saying myself too. I admit. you ? I know la , You hate to admit this . Because you always think you're RIGHT !!!

Since you think I'm saying you in the fb. go ahead. jollywell tell everyone I bad mouth you.
I don't bother . Because the god know what you doing. you are really such a liar. stop saying that we share the same what so ever . fuck you .. fuck you ... I hate you !!!!

ciaos .

FYI, for those who try to bring me down wiff your "mean" comments, you don't, you make me laugh, so thanks?

2009-10-24T16:09:00.000-07:00

"I come from this really small town , here everything was la-di-da and normal."

<3<3

few months back pictures.

well , only a few pictures, nice right ? :) ahahas. lazy to upload all . because quite lagggie my computer. will upload more on my next post entry :D

eating some nasi goreng kampong , nasi goreng salted fish , nasi goreng seafood . YUMMMMMYYY doo daa doo =) I haven't eaten this much in my WHOLE life. Why am I always hungry? What is wrong with me? I ate ALOT, and I'm still hungry :( :( :( :( :( :( :((((((

"Try to stop me now but it's already too late."

Thinking something difference.....

ciao.

xoxo

2009-10-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

" I'm seeing where I wanna live in the future ;] "

hello world ! I'm pretty excited for the weekends programmes . But I've to work , I wonder if anyone would help me :(
No off day no nothing .... I'm pretty upset if I really have to give up that chance ..
well ..
hope everything going to be perfect . Looking forwards to my success!
so good luck to me !!
Will update my twitter more often . So do check it out !

ps: pictures will be up on my next entry .. woohoos :D

xoxo

2009-10-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

" Put a positive spin on every thought you have. "

Eventually hope all the conflict will be resolved ;(
Many things had happened and I'm very upset.
But Nevertheless I'll always look on the bright side of life.
I believe that I will be able to make it. Have hope.
Thanks to Clarisse who told me this :)
I'll always remember ! ♥
Well , I got lots of things to say to blog , but I dont know where to start :/

Actually I did a post entry yesterday. Is quite a long blog entry.

But in the end I save it as draft.

I also dont know why.

Maybe some of the things are really meant to be kept by myself .

I don't want anymore problems.
But maybe one day I'll post the entry out..
we'll see than ....

All I wanted to say is ,

Don't be naive enough to be contented just by a little concern from them as people might not be putting things this way behind your back .

Sigh..
sometimes, I feel that I think far too much....
far too unnecessary…

Btw , So sad to hear the news about Stephen Gately . My thoughts are with his family and friends. Rest in peace ...

I'll be back posting again when I'm feeling much more even better.

xoxo

2009-10-10T19:27:00.001-07:00

I'm much better now. Being positive is the least I can do yea?

2009-10-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

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I know your motives.
Dont tell me what to do.
You're making me so miserable.

FUCK YOU !

& I really HATE you .

you you you you you YOU !

2009-09-28T18:31:00.000-07:00

YO world !
I miss all of you . YES YOU !!!!

I'm getting on great . Just very busy with my working stuff .

will update you guys more soon !

Remember to miss me as well !

xoxo

loves ^^

2009-08-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

Current mood: melancholy

Current song: As One (애즈원) - 分手吧(헤어져)

A new layout is done! Credit to Hui Xing. & I like it very much !

well well well..
A day ~~wasted~~ spent watching a horror movie alone.

The Grudge 3 (2009) is a rather scary show.
O.O
Shocking.
Chua Sai-ing.

Overall the show is not nice but the makeup acting skills was good. The sound effect was good as well, really scared me like nobody business. i would say this is a decent movie other than the fact that it is the same old stuff. This is simply the same story told yet again. The ending wasn't really surprising. I think another Grudge can come out in the future. Grudge 4 will most likely be announced. I prefer the first Grudge . Much more better..
I was wondering if this Grudge 3 movie release in Singapore? better not ..
Another movie I watch today !
This time is a great movie! love their vibe and energy! The dance is so good.
Remind me of my cheer leading practice. I miss cheer-leading a lot. All the Flying , Jumping , Stretching :(

I hope this movie will release in Singapore in DVD . So I'll be able to purchase this movie to make it one collection of Bring it on movies. Fired up also another nice cheer-leading movie ;)
Tomorrow will be going off to KL . Oh gosh . boring ..
Training for three damn weeks. but every week I'll be back on weekends.

Finally ...
I sleep peacefully these days.
I had a dream last night.
It felt so real.
It felt good.
It made me happy.
Till i woke up.
Suddenly reality comes crashing back down
It was only a dream.
A dream that blew me up to the clouds above.
And when i awake.
It was like the wings that kept me up were taken away.
And suddenly I'm filled with so much pain.
It was only a dream.
A visualization of what the subconscious mind really wants.
Really misses.
Good god.
What a sod i am.
Sordid morbid sod of a toad.
Now I've got sore throat.
Damn flu bug.

I'll miss you daddy , mummy !
& Daryl , Aslyn & Brittany and all of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

YES YOU ^^

ciaos

xoxo

2009-08-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

current song : Tell Me Why
current mood : sad face

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
No religion too

Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger

A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope one day you'll join us
And the world will live as one.

well, good news is coming very soon ..

努力不一定会成功，但不努力一定不会成功 。。　

xoxo

2009-08-14T12:24:00.000-07:00

Current mood:
Current song: Byul -Kim Ah Joong

Hello world
How is my new layout ?
Cool uh ?

oh ya . I'm going to KL again. This time Three weeks ..
Actually I got nothing much to post about..

Learn a new phrase -
人的对手
人最厉害的对手不是别人而是自己, 要挑战别人就要先挑战自己...

well.. I want to wake up. This day dreamin' crap is driving me crazy.

xoxo

2009-07-29T07:56:00.002-07:00

Current mood: ;(
Current song: Storm-Lifehouse

Friends Forever.

普遍的两个字，隐藏着深奥的意义。

小时候，我老是把它挂在嘴边。

只要有一群朋友一起玩，就觉得自己和他们很投缘。

有时候还会讨论长大后要一起住等等。

可是梦想往往和现实有落差。

人啊，总是在变。

很多知心朋友已经变成陌生人。

有些还比陌生人更陌生。

就是所谓的 “Hi-Bye Friend”。

心情：可悲。

可悲，因为觉得可惜。

可悲，因为想念过去。

可悲，因为你是我的。

可惜属于我们的过去已成为回忆。

不过，我应该感到欣慰。

虽然我们不能做永远的好友，但回忆是永恒的。

“朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有。。。”

在我们的一生中，时时刻刻都会有新脸孔出现。

没有人知道谁才是你真正的朋友。

只有你，才能够让真正的朋友陪你一生一起走。

我们要懂得惜缘、惜福。

Thanks to Yahui.
I strongly agree to what she said.
(Got it from Yahui's blog)

Learn a new phrase -
天往往不从人愿，不如意事十之八九.

xoxo

2009-07-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

current mood: :|
current song: きみとぼく- 今井绘理子

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times; it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness; it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity; it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness; it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair; we had everything before us, we had nothing before us; we were all going directly to Heaven, we were all going the other way." -- Charles Dickens

Let the pictures do the talking ya . Sorry pictures are not in order,
Some are pretty long ago pictures ;|

She really look very pretty, I like her eyes ! But I forgotten her name ;\

That's her brother beside Brittany , his name is Lawrence . I ask him to pose for me , I want to take pictures , this is what he pose for me .. haha .. He is really cute !

Mackus's Birthday Party on 24 June 2009! =)

Owen and Mackus =]

My darling girl !

Last but not least , I'm ending my post , with my sweet boy ! Clovis !

My Sweet boy is giving A kiss for all of you !
YES YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!

Today I learn:

"Be inspired, be playful and be smart."

xoxo

2009-07-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

current mood: -
current song: おかえり

First of all , Happy belated birthday to my darling Wynny !

Hope you like my card specially drawn for you ..
I miss youuuuuuu so much..

same to all my sweet girls misss misss misss you so muchhhhh !!!

You know who you are ;]

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I hate my memories. I hate my pasts . I hate my nightmare.

Somehow Sometimes , I wish I'm not in this world...
Which is the most foolish and stupid thing to think about ...

When did I become like this...
I don't want to end up like that.

I don't wish to reveal here :|

I'm very upset now ....

My deepest condolences…
Hope you can stay strong...

Don't worry , I guess , I'll be fine from time to time =)

"Angels without wings on silver lining dreams."

xoxo

2009-07-10T11:39:00.000-07:00

Current mood: angry
Current song: Let's Break Away -SS501

oh ya . Happy belated birthday to my sister , Aslyn
& Happy belated birthday to Kim Bum .

Wish my sister all the best in what ever she do . Good luck and love you ! =)

Well , a short post .
so my trip is alright . I learn many stuff . but I'm upset at some issue .
Which I don't wish to comment any more further .

I've a very busy schedule . & I hate it. I need to plan my time properly .
So I can meet my sweet girls. I miss them .
You know who you are =)
Will be going to KL again for an interview .
And 2 weeks of training in KL =(
The dates haven't confirm yet . but I need to study more harder .

hope everything goes on smoothly .

I am supposed to stay up until 5am...
but i think my eyes have a different schedule.
i am falling veryyy quickly..

xoxo

2009-07-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

Current mood: upset
Current song: They Don't Care About Us - Michael Jackson

The television network E! said that it will be broadcasting the Michael Jackson memorial live on its network and streaming on its website. The service, set to start this Tuesday at 10 AM.

You guys can watch the memorial on live on the internet . I'm going to miss this one . Because going to KL for products training .. urghhh ;(

The news also said ,

People from all over the world are trying to make it to the Staples Center this Tuesday. Thanks to E!, many fans will be able to be a part of the memorial, even from afar.

This will literally be the last time to say goodbye to Michael Jackson.

Jackson’s body will eventually be laid to rest at Forest Lawn cemetery in Hollywood but not in his favorite place , Never land.

Should Michael's Neverland Become a Museum Like Elvis' Graceland? ;)

Michael Jackson's Beloved Neverland

Check out this amazing video !

This is the most amazing one !
The final Michael Jackson Rehearsal Footage - This Is It - 2009 ,
the rehearsal two days before his death.

We definitely going to miss you ! You are the best ever ! ;)

well , check out this pictures below . It sooooooooooooooooooo freaking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

The cutest video !

This is the best one ! Remind me of Michael Jackson !
Baby moonwalk ! Damn awesome !

I'm going to sleep now ..
Nightssss.

xoxo

2009-07-02T10:46:00.001-07:00

Current mood: ...
Current song: The Climb

oh well . I'm having a serious headache now .
& I cant sleep... Now is going to be 5am . Yet I'm awake .
fuck &**%^&$%^%%#$^%^$^%

I'm in a very bad mood now . Because I couldn't sleep and yet have to wake up early tomorrow .
Idiot ! urghhh &*&^*%&^&^$&&**&^%%$$FFFFF..

what the hell .?!?!!!?! I'm still surfing internet ?!?!?!
fuck.
Going KL this Monday . Going to be a very bored trip .
Supposedly going for products training . SO .. Should be boring .
Keep practicing at home with the mirror about products like a crazy girl .
Should be alright when the exam comes...
Good luck for me ...

There is so much things to do this upcoming month .
Wish me all the best . hope everything goes on smoothly .

Once everything is successfully done , I'll let's you guys know what is it all about =)

I'm trying to sleep now ..

ciaos ...

Sorry I'm going to delay upon uploading my pictures .

So , I'm going to replace these two of my favorite pictures of the day !

Hey !

I wish you guys enjoy your day everyday ;)

oh ya . I just change my blog song !! Enjoy ^^

"Hey hey Set me free
Stupid Cupid Stop picking on me" !!!

xoxo

"We won't know what we are missing until it's gone......."

2009-07-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

current mood: bored
current song: Beat it - Michael Jackson

Hello World !
I'm only changing my blog skins . is it nice ?
I'm so stress with my upcoming exam in KL .
Sucks mans .
Have to study 30 over products . You know la ,
whenever came to studies , it always sucks .
And i'm always so stress about that .
But , I'll definitely work very hard for it .
So that's what I'm busy about .

oh ya . I'm going to KL for training next week.
So will not be around three to four days in Singapore .
I'm so nervous like hell .

breathe in and breathe out ... -.-

well , I've been mentioned that I HAVVVVEEE alot of pics to post!
But I'm just so lazy to do so....
So alright , as promise ...
here's just are some to keep you entertained for the time being ^^

So now , let's me intro you guys , my Nephews .
CLOVIS , the cutest boy ever ,
who keep keep saying/calling me 表姨 ,
whenever he saw me , than talk to me alot ,
like long long time never see ...

Cayden , super cute baby ever ,
Love to dance whenever play Aaron Kwok's song , 对你爱不完 or 狂野之城 .
Whatever song , you play he will be dancing non-stop until music stop .

I love my baby boys !

Clovis and Cayden.
Mackus and Owen.

My future F4 ! =)
haha

My dear Jenny's Jie Jie .

My dear 叔叔..

oh no ...

im actually genuinely upset now
I just watch the Harper's island on You tube.

partially because of cal and chloe's death on Harpers island

i swear its the saddest thing EVER.

EVER EVER EVER

I actually cried? omg , I can't believe it .

I HATE John Wakefield.

well .

I think the 2nd killer on the island, it strongly points towards...

(Henry)

Because i think he's wakefield's son

The night isn't young anymore, I need to rest already!

xoxo

2009-06-28T02:06:00.000-07:00

Current mood: =(
Current song: 지금 만나러 갑니다 - Kim Bum

THE biggest legend of our time..

To the King of Pop Michael Jackson
Thanks for the music, the superb entertainment, and your generous contribution to this world.
You touched the hearts of people all over the world. You inspired many of us and you will never be forgotten!
We will truly miss you!

Rest in eternal peace Michael. His music will live forever.

前来悼念迈克尔.杰克逊
多謝你的音樂陪伴我们这么多年
永遠記得你
你一定会在天堂继续你的太空步
他永远是流行乐坛的王者，我们心中的神
我们永远怀念你
你永远是世界上最伟大的天才，永远的音乐之王，最富有爱心的神，祝愿你在那边过的幸福快乐。

麥可傑克森...我來不及好好認識你，只喜欢你的跳舞, 但你為樂壇所做一切將會永植人心...

MJ (Michael Jackson),一路走好！！

Michael Jackson He was thrust into the public glare at the age of 11.

Farrah Fawcett For many, she was forever Charlie's top angel.

Rest in peace , Michael Jackson , Farrah Facuet and Ed McMahon...
I send my love and prayers to their families..

It's sad to what is happening to them.
i don't know bad things have to happening to good people.
I'm not in the mood to post anything this few days.
I'm so stress with my exam...
Will not be back if everything is not done...
I'm changing my blog url to something else...
Or maybe closing down this blog...
Will keep you guys inform again...
I'm not sure too...
bye....

A very creative awesome toy.. Check it out!
I know I'm very slow...

xoxo

2009-06-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Mackus !!!!

xoxo

2009-06-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

Current mood: Happy
Current song: Max Paradise

I'll be back soon with more pictures and new updates !

My new idol for the day !

김범

김범

김범

김범 ♥

xoxo♥

2009-05-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

current song: White Horse
current mood: ;(

well , I just deleted my previous post that I post 15 mins earlier .
Because I felt my previous post sound so retarded & pathetic .
So I delete away away away away away away !!!

I haven't ate my dinner .

So What will I have for dinner ?

OMG !

Can't eat pork,
Swine flu...

Can't eat chicken,
Bird flu.

Can't eat Beef,
Mad cow....

Can't eat eggs,
Salmonella.

Can't eat fish,
heavy metal poisons in their waters.

Can't eat fruits and veggies,
insecticides and herbicides.

Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
M
M
M
M
M
M
M
M
M
M
M

I believe that leaves Chocolate and ice cream!!!!!!!! "FAT" !
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today I better skip my dinner again ;/

ROFLLOL .

AHAHAHAHAHA

If this does not make you laugh you have real serious problems i think, just imagine that. HAAAAAA. LOL!

Watch this drama , Is way too cool and great than the Taiwan Ta S version .
This is the first time watching Korea Drama series .
I bet It will not be the last one . I'm gonna continue to watch more Korea Drama Series , & also American Drama series , Hong Kong (TVB) drama series , Japanese Drama Series , and all movies . I got so many show/movies to watch . & NOW I got very super tired eyes. I need to rest !
NO MOOD TO THINK OF STUPID THINGS ANYMORE .

I cant wait to finish this drama series in 3 days time .

lalalalalalala ..

Look at the time now ! OH NO ! bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

:I miss my friends , JOAN , WYNNY , JOYCELYN , MANDY & all of you from all over the world ..
lalalaallalala ..

I want to meet you guys out soon !!!

misss you so much please !!!

OH yea , Remember - - - 'STRESSED'
spelled backwards! is
'DESSERTS'

xoxo

2009-05-18T00:56:00.000-07:00

Current song: Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me
Current mood: Bored/crazy/happy

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me

I remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me...

Well people I love this song.
Play list song change ! YEAH ! Enjoy the song .
I'm going to my cousin's house now .
I'll be back with more photos .

I love blue blue bluue color ..

xoxo

2009-05-15T07:32:00.001-07:00

current song : 爱在记忆中找你 (Finding You In Love Memory) - 林峰 (Raymond Lam Fung)
[ A very nice song, listen to this song lyrics and you'll know. Love this song a lot ]
FYI: It's a Cantonese song =)
current mood : bored

Just want to share with you guys this:
艺人原名

艺名/原名

刘德华/刘福荣
欧阳震华/欧阳耀泉
成龙/陈港生
苗侨伟/方志华
王　喜/广毅儿
郭晉安/郭亞安
吴卓義/吴兆棠
陈键锋/陈恩耀
黎諾懿/黎日昇
林峰/林匯文
郑少秋/郑创世
言承旭/廖洋震
罗嘉良/罗浩良
蔡子健/蔡嘉扬
陈冠希/陈兴华
陈晓东/陈卓扬
张国荣/张发宗
吴浩康/吴伟男
秦沛/姜昌年
魏骏杰/魏世聿
马俊伟/马志伟
汪明荃/方巧丽
徐若瑄/徐淑娟
蔡依林/蔡宜凌
萧亚轩/萧雅之
唐宁/江丽娜
舒淇/林立慧
梁咏琪/梁碧芝
杨千桦/杨泽嬅
李玟/李美林
王菲/夏琳
梁咏琪/梁碧芝

Don't understand ?
Ask someone to translate to you =)
Anyway I think there is no way to translate .
Just a Random random random randomdomdom post .

I'm bored bored bored bored boreddddddddddddd

I've add on Cantonese song . Sorry for those who don't understand or don't like at all .
Bear with me for a few weeks . I maybe will change the song .

But try Listen to these songs that will be play on my play list , those song played definitely very nice .

trust me =) Perhaps You maybe will love it , just like I do .

Btw , Happy belated birthday to Mandy !
Sorry I'm a bit slow =)
All the best to you ! Have fun ! misses =)

well well well ..

我还在记忆中找你哦。

xoxo

只要笑一笑沒有什麼事情是過不了的

2009-05-13T12:05:00.000-07:00

Current song: Kiss me
Current mood: giggly ;]

Happy Birthday Robert Pattinson!

Happpy 23rd Birthday Robert Pattinson!
New Moon hottie Robert Pattinson turns 23 today.
Robert Pattinson has turned one year older! That's right, the perpetual teenager Edward Cullen has taken one more step toward moving out of tweenhood. But don't worry, the vampire heartthrob still has most of his twenties stretching far out in front of him, along with three more Twilight sequels on the horizon.

So here's to you, Rob! As a toast, I'm gonna present to his fans this Exclusive of our beloved Robert Pattinson's sign poster.

Rob with dad ;)

Rob was cute and hot in his childhood time , now even much more HOTTER !

All the best to you !

& HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD ! GOD BLESS ! LOVE LOVE ! ;]

AS ALWAYS MUMMY I LOVE YOU !

xoxo

ps: Some people is totally so selfish . I shouldn't help them .
They only think of themselves . sucks to the max .
Don't bother to contact you again , I'm going to delete your number NOW !
Anti- social idiots .

2009-05-11T12:41:00.000-07:00

current song : Fifteen -Taylor Swift
current mood : Crazy

I need a pretty face now .
With NO freckles .
NO dark circles ..
Because now ,
I'm looking so so so fucking pale like shit .
I'm looking like a zombie like a maid .
I think ,
zombie is even nicer than me .
Maid is even more prettier than me .

This feeling is so sucks . Freak sucks .

GAIN WEIGHT AGAIN .
Very irritating .

Gonna skip dinner everyday !

beauty sleep now .

This post is silly and random .

But whatever it is , heck care , I'm gonna be a better person from time to time.
Trust me. I will.

BYE

xoxo

2009-05-04T11:30:00.000-07:00

current mood: Bored ;[
current song: Our Song

MOVIE DISCRIPTION:

The movie begins with a young girl, Anna (Emily Browning), making out with her boyfriend Matt on the beach at a party. After he tells Anna he loves her and has "a condom", she gets up to leave. As she goes, her sister Alex (Arielle Kebbel) asks if everything is all right. On her way through the woods to her house, Anna encounters three white garbage bags. When she goes to open them, the cadaver of a redheaded girl falls out. As Anna recoils, the girl's head snaps around and speaks. Screaming and afraid, Anna runs home. She then hears a bell that her terminally ill mother rings when she needs something. Anna is concerned because her mother is not supposed to be alone. However, after she leaves the boathouse her mother is in, it explodes into flames and a piece of debris comes flying towards her, burning her. It is then revealed that this is a dream Anna is having.

I think you guys should watch this movies , I rate it 3.5/5 . Btw , I've been busy watching drama series and movies. And I'm such a lazy bum . Have not been going any where else except home . I've to stop doing this . It's bad for my skin .

& Currently learning drawing now. Should let you guys see my drawings one day.

Well , Some people really take very good super gorgeous photographs. One word to describe them marvelous , am I right ? so extremely extremely natural , incredible !

Shall share with you guys good photos one day ;)

Now before I end my post, I want to share with you , My Favorite two picture of the month :]

ZAC EFRON IS HOT !

But I still prefer my Robert Pattinson ♥♥♥♥
Because He is much MORE HOTTER than him ! Don't ya think so ? ♥♥♥♥ !

OH NO ! I think Zac's Fans going kill me right ?
LOll

xoxo ♥♥

Ps: I'm looking forward to that one fine day . Trust me .
Everything going to be different by than . Just wait & see =]

2009-04-29T11:26:00.000-07:00

Currently listening:
Don't Forget [Deluxe Edition] By Demi Lovato
Current mood:
confident

*******************

Forgiveness
Is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness of those you fear
Is the highest reward
When they bruise you with words
When they make you feel small
When it's the hardest to take
You must do nothing at all...
-- Jane Eyre.

The night isn't young anymore, I need to rest already!

xoxo, GOSSIP GIRL.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
whenever I say xoxo, "Gossip Girl" just appear right after it in my mind.
=)

2009-04-22T10:29:00.000-07:00

Current Song: When I'm Sixty Four - Beatles
Current Mood: tired .

Anyway did you ever notice in the magazines out there how much the stars are bashed for this or that outfit and then have you looked at the pictures of the journalists writing the bash? OMFG, most of the time they are UGLY! I guess that's why they write ugly things about pretty actors. Must suck for them.

Btw , I need you guys for help . Just everyday go in to this websites and vote .

Your help is very easy & simple .

Everybody here please vote for me , your vote is important . thanks .
here is the link .

I sincerely appreciated your help .

VOTE AT
http://www.scorpioeast.com.sg/HSM3/default.asp?picID=103

Remember to vote for me only not other people ;)

Remember everyday vote until 28 April .

xoxo

2009-04-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

current song : -
current mood : sick/disappointed/everything

my sign is vital,my hands are cold

my mouth is dry,
I'm all sick on the inside
everything seems just too different

and I'm cold.

Sighhhhhhh...........

I am so gonna hit the stadium later!

Should I run 4 Km? or just 3 Km will do?

2009-04-09T01:20:00.000-07:00

current song : Beggin - Madcon
current mood : headache

I just change my blog song again .
well . I need a job badly .
Anyone can recommend ? As long as it's not METRO !
That's it ! I hate this company a lot.
Email me if you have any job that you can recommend me .

my life is so sucks right now . damn fucking sucks .

And I feel like nobody's listening

Like no one can hear me scream out loud.

yeah so anyway

I'm having such a bad day

urgh

& Happy 19th Birthday Kristen Jaymes Stewart! ;)

2009-04-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

current song : Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens
current mood : blah.

It's 4:22am now and I'm still blogging?!
Okays that's how much I dedicate my time to blogging heh.
oh wells . by the way , Here are some pictures that I want to show off to you guys ;]
some pictures of the photo shoots that my sister did with Paul Foster .
He is very damn friendly lol . & very good looking too ;)

Remember to be the first to catch Ch 5's blockbuster dramas ,

RED THREAD, premieres 14 April at 8:00pm

Some binds cannot be broken
Channel 5's 40-part blockbuster drama comes to you 3 times a week, from 14 April on Tues, Weds, and Thurs at 8:00pm!

Remember to watch ! Support Paul Foster !!

Paul Foster , Paul Foster , Paul Foster ? Do you know him ?

Oh well , He will be acting on his role as Marc Pereira in Red Thread.

So remember to watch this drama series ! Support him ya ;)

Goodnight old folks.

xoxo

2009-03-31T21:03:00.000-07:00

Current song: Get The Party Started - 蔡依林
current mood: bored

Watch this movie . To me , not bad .

"The first time I met Vanessa, I was blown away with her beauty"-Zac Efron

xoxo

2009-03-31T20:08:00.000-07:00

current song : The Bravery - Believe
current mood : in pain

Hackers, nude photos, central florida

Okay, so I am just chilling out on my bed & reading some gossips articles when the news is on. One guy was hacking into girls' computers in Central Florida and actually turning on their web cams! I had heard about that kind of thing, but I never thought it was real, but guess what? That's shit is REAL and happens. The one guy, I forgot his name, got 110 years in prison!! Here is the article about the OTHER guy the FBI just caught.

Source

Teens help capture hacker who wanted nude photos

Patrick Connolly- the prevent man

Okays . well .

My holidays is totally very sucks.

I been staying at home watching new movies that is not shown in Singapore .
plus USA telecast drama series . I feel myself is such a loser .

& helping my dad to work off course ;)

OMG . result ? nah . you ask me , perhaps I will tell you ;)

Cheer leading ? I want to go back . but not now .

AND

For the time being , I'll not post entertainment stuff .
Reason ? I'll post when I want .

....

I miss my friends ;)

You know who you are ;]

xoxo

2009-03-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

current song : My Love will get you home .
current mood: worried

Hey jerks .
I just change my blog song .

well . bye jerks .

Enjoy !

xoxo

2009-03-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

current song : 撐腰 - 羅志祥
current mood : LOL-ed

I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.
I wish I was born rich.

okays. done .

Woohoo cool or what.

:)

NO JOKE NO JOKE

Well Hey ABC .
I'm busy watching Gossip Girl.
& also TVB drama series .
Plus Taiwan Drama series .
USA Drama Series .
& also horror movies .
& upcoming news movies .
So will not be updating my blog .
I got lots of news movies to watch & recommend you .

So going off now ..

&& YOU YOU you . YES YOU .

"Don't throw in so much food when you don't have a big mouth."

AND

"Don't wear such a big hat when you don't have a big head.".

xoxo

2009-03-13T03:51:00.000-07:00

current song - some Cantonese song
current mood - ):

Selena Gomez 'I'm Half Mexican, Italian'

Nice, since people are always fighting about it.. Selena updated her SayNow discussing ethnicity and revealed that she is HALF Mexican and half Italian.

Jonas Brothers Clothing Line PHOTOS

The Jonas Brothers franchise will soon include a full sportswear line for tweens, hitting retailers such as Wal-Mart, Kmart, Sears and J.C. Penney in
time for back-to-school shopping, reports WWD.

The apparel collection, called Jonas, will follow the launch of their Disney Channel TV show JONAS, set to begin airing in May. Jane Buckingham, president of the Intelligence Group, said:

'Jonas Brothers clothing line is a really great idea. These days it's all about lifestyle and celebrity, girls especially want to see the stars they love in all different aspects, and I certainly think they will buy into a clothing line
from them.'

The clothing, consisting of argyle sweaters woven tops, scarves and Polo shirts, is inspired by the preppy attire featured on JONAS. Leggings, denim, pleaded skirts are also included in the line, which will debut in stores by late summer. The clothing will retail from $9.99 to $24.99.

I actually like that. haha i wouldn't buy it though. If buy , also buy for Brittany .
I think I can go purchase online now ! ;)

BUY Jonas Brothers World Tour Tickets

You can now buy Jonas Brothers tickets ranging from $177-$942 at StubHub.

"holy shit that's sooo expensive!

(More regarding Jonas Brothers World Tour Concert..)

That's all for today ..
xoxo

2009-03-13T03:41:00.001-07:00

Robert Pattinson GQ Pictures & Interview!

HE’S HOT, HE’S SEXY, HE’S UNDEAD

Two years ago, Robert Pattinson was a forgotten extra in a ‘Harry Potter’ movie. Then he got cast as a blue-balled vampire in ‘Twilight,’ the year’s kazillion-dollar movie franchise, and every woman in America over 14 wants him. Too bad he’s not sure he wants them
By Alex Pappademas; Photographs by Nathaniel Goldberg

(Click image for larger view)

Robert Pattinson featured on the cover of GQ. Article excerpts: What about the love triangle between you, Camilla Belle and Joe Jonas? 'That's the funniest one. No. I mean, yeah, yeah, I'm friends with Camilla.'

He started rambling how he and his friend Thomas Sturridge dated Camilla once. So you're supposed to have stolen her from your best friend, before you stole her from the other dude?

'From the Jonas brother, yeah. I'm completely out of control. It's funny, though, because I met her at her place the other day, and there's a security gate, and even the security woman, I guess she knows that Camilla lives there, and she was like, 'Oooh!''

So you're picking her up at her apartment? 'Like, once. But it's like, they always say 'A source said,' and I don't know a single person that could be a source."

But we've seen pictures of you two walking in Venice Beach after lunch. 'That's the extent of it. I mean, Camilla's the nicest, she's a saint. And it's funny that she's being portrayed as this home wrecker. She's literally the most unlikely person to be a home wrecker. It's just ridiculous.'

So it's a friendship that's been misinterpreted? 'I mean, yeah. I don't see people. I don't even have people's phone numbers. I almost don't want to
have a girlfriend, in this environment.'

GQ said it is a 'poorly executed denial we've ever heard. Either Pattinson can't lie, or he can't lie very well.' Is there anything you wish you'd gotten to talk about in this interview? 'Okay. I f***ed Joe Jonas. I love him.'
(more…)

Attend a Twilight DVD Release Party!

Twilight DVD Party

More info on Twilight DVD parties. Are you having one? Going to one?

‘How to Be’ Wins Honorable Mention

How To Be won the Honorable Mention prize at the 2009 George Lindsey UNA Film Festival in the Professional Full-Length Narrative Golden Lion Award category.

Photos From New Moon Set!

The first set of pictures from the set of New Moon!! Obviously Rob’s not in character

Over 100 pictures at SpoilerTV!

2009-03-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

current song : some xmas song
current mood : crazy in love

Everyone's favorite female wizard Selena Gomez recorded a SAYNOW. She just got back from filming in the Puerto Rican rainforest with the WOWP movie cast. Sel said that there is going to be 'a lot of action' in the film. Call her NOW please, she really wants to hear from you, 214.306.9590.

amen.

2009-03-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

Robert Pattinson ‘Give Me A Break Will You?’

Robert Pattinson reportedly an exchange with an angry young woman while leaving the Bar in Hollywood last week!

Us Magazine reports that the woman confronted him and demanded to know why he hadn’t called her back. Robert reportedly replied, “Give me a break will you? I didn’t have the time. I was only here for four days.”

She then said, “You found the time to call everyone else back. I guess I wasn’t important enough.”

Yeah … or perhaps he’s busy!

Source

She’s weird…. and crazy at the same time omg !! Robert be aware, she will follow you to your home…

Robert Pattinson in Cosmo!

Robert Pattinson graces the March edition of Cosmo!

"I had a date with a girl at the zoo, but we didn’t have enough money to pay the entrance. So we ran along the fence of the zoo on the outside. It was raining and we didn’t have an umbrella with us. i think that was romantic.”

These scans are from the March 2009 issue of Cosmopolitan Philippines. This looks like a lovely article on Rob. Be sure to click on the pics for a larger view.

The GQ cover .
Rob is on GQ cover . more information coming up . Stay tuned .

Rob's sister , Lizzy Pattinson is on myspace.

Many people comment her voice is amazing .
What do you think ?
Source

That's all for today .

Remember to click on the older posts for today latest news .

xoxo

2009-03-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

Little Ashes Release Dates!

The first round of release dates are out for Little Ashes, and it’s not coming to my city.

I do not live in any of those areas….hopefully it will at least be released on DVD for his fans to watch.

CALIFORNIA THEATRE RELEASE DATES:

05/08/09 CA Pasadena, Laemmle’s Playhouse 7, 673 East Colorado Blvd.
05/08/09 CA San Francisco, Lumiere Theater, 1572 California Street
05/08/09 CA Santa Monica, Monica 4-Plex, 1332 2nd Street
05/08/09 CA West Hollywood, Laemmle Sunset 5, 8000 Sunset Blvd.
06/05/09 CA San Diego, Landmark Ken Cinema, 4061 Adams Avenue

NEW YORK THEATRE RELEASE DATE:

05/08/09 NY New York, Landmark Sunshine Cinema, 143 East Houston Street

PHILADELPHIA THEATRE RELEASE DATE:

06/26/09 PA Philadelphia, Ritz at the Bourse, 400 Ranstead Street

The Haunted Airman DVD Release in UK

2009-03-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

World Tour Dates Announced- more to come!

Hey everyone!

Today is a day we have been waiting for since last summer. We are announcing the first dates for our FIRST WORLD TOUR!!!

We are thrilled to announce that we're getting back out on the road for our FIRST WORLD TOUR - - THE JONAS BROTHERS WORLD TOUR 2009! We are so excited to come to your city and play you all our NEW music from our upcoming JUNE 15th album release! We will have very special guests opening for us on this tour - JORDIN SPARKS and HONOR SOCIETY! We've been hard at work in the studio and can't wait for you to hear/see our new music.

We've setup an amazing NEW STAGE for this tour that allows us to be even CLOSER to each and every one of you. There are also fun new tricks like a Water Screen and other crazy stuff.

Tickets in select markets go on sale March 20th (or March 16th if you're a Fan Club member) and all dates are on sale March 28th. We are so excited and can't wait for this amazing opportunity - OUR FIRST WORLD TOUR!!!

We have several concerts planned in the Bahamas and Puerto Rico before the summer tour begins.

Our WORLD TOUR begins in LATIN and SOUTH AMERICA. We cannot wait to visit South America for the first time. We will be in Peru, Chile, Argentina, and Brazil.

After South America we start rehearsals for our most ambitious tour, stage, and performance ever. There will be NEW SONGS from our new CD, as well as our new TV show. There will also be more special features than you can imagine.

After rehearsals we fly to EUROPE where we will have shows in Spain, France, and London, England and a few cities in the US for the WORLDWIDE RELEASE of our NEW CD. We are in the studio now working on new songs and sounds. We cannot wait to share them with you.

Then we come back to NORTH AMERICA and tour throughout most of the summer in the US and CANADA.

Our first World Tour date is in DALLAS, TEXAS at the NEW COWBOYS STADIUM. This will be an EXTRA SPECIAL show that will include SPECIAL GUESTS like we have done in previous shows in LA and Nashville. You never know who might join us on stage!!!! We are so excited to start our tour in this amazing new stadium.

The rest of the summer tour will bring us through cities throughout North America.

PLEASE NOTE:

* ALL DATES SUBJECT TO CHANGE

* MORE DATES WILL BE ADDED

* EUROPEAN AND ASIAN DATES ARE BEING FINALIZED AND WILL BE POSTED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. WE ARE PLANNING ON BEING IN AUSTRALIA, ASIA, AND EUROPE LATER THIS YEAR.

May
May 19 Lima, Peru
May 20 Santiago, Chile
May 21 Buenos Aires, Argentina
May 23 Sao Paulo, Brazil
May 24 Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

June
June 20 Dallas, TX New Cowboys Stadium
June 22 Tulsa, OK BOK Center
June 24 Denver, CO Pepsi Center
June 26 Nampa, ID Idaho Center
June 27 Portland, OR Rose Garden Arena
June 28 Tacoma, WA Tacoma Dome
June 30 Vancouver, BC General Motors Place

July
July 2 Edmonton, AB Rexall Place
July 4 Salt Lake City, UT Stadium Of Fire (on sale now)
July 5 Winnipeg, MB MTS Centre
July 7 Omaha, NE Qwest Center
July 8 Minneapolis, MN Target Center
July 9 Milwaukee, WI Bradley Center
July 10 Rosemont, IL Allstate Arena
July 13 Washington, DC Verizon Center
July 14 East Rutherford, NJ IZOD Center
July 17 Boston, MA TD Banknorth Garden
July 20 Uniondale, NY Nassau Coliseum
July 24 Philadelphia, PA Wachovia Center
July 25 Pittsburgh, PA Mellon Arena
July 26 Detroit, MI Palace Of Auburn Hills
July 28 St. Louis, MO Scottrade Center
July 29 Kansas City, MO Sprint Center

August
August 1 Las Vegas, NV Mandalay Bay Events Center
August 3 San Jose, CA HP Pavilion at San Jose
August 4 Sacramento, CA ARCO Arena
August 5 Fresno, CA Save Mart Center
August 7 Los Angeles, CA Staples Center
August 11 Phoenix, AZ Jobing.com Arena
August 13 San Antonio, TX AT&T Center
August 14 Houston, TX Toyota Center
August 15 New Orleans, LA New Orleans Arena
August 16 Birmingham, AL BJCC
August 18 Tampa, FL St. Pete Times Forum
August 19 Ft. Lauderdale, FL Bank Atlantic Center
August 21 Jacksonville, FL Jacksonville Veterans' Memorial
August 22 Atlanta, GA Philips Arena
August 23 Lexington, KY Rupp Arena
August 25 Nashville, TN Sommet Center
August 26 Columbus, OH Nationwide Arena
August 27 Cleveland, OH Quicken Loans Arena
August 29 Montreal, QC Bell Centre
August 30 Toronto, ON Rogers Centre
August 31 Ottawa, ON Scotiabank Place

Additional European (3 weeks plus), Australian, and Asian dates to be announced!

Thanks for helping make our dreams come true. We cannot wait to see you again (and some for the first time) our our first WORLD TOUR 2009.

Thanks

JB
Kevin, Joe and Nick

This is just community newsletter from JonasBrothers Fanclub.com .

2009-03-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

Before you view this video ,Remember to scroll down the play list to stop the music .

Twilight at ‘Comic Con’

View the craziness of last year’s San Diego Comic Con from the vantage point of the cast! It’s amazing the screaming

Twilight DVD Commentary

Spoilers from the Twilight DVD! It’s commentary from Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, and Catherine Hardwicke!

Twilight ‘Apple Scene’ DVD Bonus

Bonus material in the cafeteria with the apple! I LOVE that laugh.

Twilight ‘Hospital Scene’ DVD Bonus

Filming the scene in the hospital. SOOO sweet!

Twilight ‘Prom Scene’ DVD Bonus

Filming from the prom scene. Rob falls!

2009-03-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

Robert Pattinson GQ Pictures & Interview!

EXCERPTS FROM GQ’S APRIL 2009 INTERVIEW WITH ROBERT PATTINSON
HE’S HOT… HE’S SEXY… HE’S UNDEAD BY ALEX PAPPADEMAS

ROBERT PATTINSON ON LANDING THE PART OF EDWARD THE VAMPIRE IN TWILIGHT:
“I took half a Valium and then went into this thing—and all this stuff happened.”

“It was the first time I’ve ever taken Valium,” he says after a second, perhaps realizing how this sounds. “A quarter. A quarter of a Valium. I tried to do it for another audition, and it just completely backfired—I was passing out.”

…ON THE EDWARD CHARACTER FROM THE BOOKS:
“If you met a guy like that in real life,” Pattinson says, “you’d think he was kind of dorky.”

He thought that at the end of the movie, when Edward and Bella slow-dance to Iron & Wine on prom night, they shouldn’t kiss. “I thought that would be interesting,” he says, “for a teen thing.”

…ON READING THE GOSSIP BLOGS:
…he reads about himself on the Internet. According to the Internet, there is another Robert Pattinson out there, living a very different life. A creature of the night, eager to sink his fangs into anything with boobs and a pulse. All bullshit, Pattinson says, but he reads the stories anyway, out of a kind of masochistic narcissism.

And he admits to reading it, which is the really weird part. He reads the gossip blogs and the Twilight fan fiction (“It’s surprisingly hard-core. And very well written”). He knows what the fake Robert Pattinson said on the fake Robert Pattinson Facebook page. (The fake Robert Pattinson claimed to have nailed Kristen Stewart.)

…ON HIS SUPPOSED GIRLFRIEND:
“There’s literally not a single [true] story that could be written about me,” he says. “I never do anything.”

“There’s this thing about my supposed girlfriend,” he says. “There’s this one girl who’s consistently mentioned. It’s like, ‘He’s dating this Brazilian model.’ ”

“What’s her name—-Annelyse. I’ve never met her.”

…ON PROPOSING TO KRISTEN STEWART:
“I said that in some interview, as a joke—‘Oh, I proposed to her multiple times.’ And then it gets printed: ‘On the set, he proposed multiple times.’ ”

(Later we ask Stewart about this: “He probably proposes to several girls a day,” she says, bone-drily. “It’s sort of his thing. He thinks it’s cute.”)

…ON HIS RUMORED LOVE TRIANGLE WITH CAMILLA BELLE AND JOE JONAS OF THE JONAS BROTHERS:
“That’s the funniest one,” Pattinson says. “No. I mean, yeah, yeah, I’m friends with -Camilla.”

He starts to explain how Belle, best known for playing a cavegirl in 10,000 BC, dated, or is supposed to have once dated—we have trouble following the thread—his friend, an actor named Tom Sturridge. So you’re supposed to have stolen her from your best friend, we ask, before you stole her from the other dude?

“From the Jonas brother, yeah,” Pattinson says. “I’m completely out of control. It’s funny, though, because I met her at her place the other day, and there’s a security gate, and even the security woman—I guess she knows that Camilla lives there, and she was like, ‘Oooh!’ ”

So you’re picking her up at her apartment?
“Like, once,” he says. “But it’s like—they always say ‘A source said,’ and I don’t know a single person that could be a source.”

But we’ve seen pictures. You guys were walking in Venice Beach, after lunch.
“That’s the extent of it,” Pattinson says. “I mean, Camilla’s the nicest—she’s a saint. And it’s funny that she’s being portrayed as this home wrecker. She’s literally the most unlikely person to be a home wrecker. It’s just ridiculous.”

So it’s a friendship, we ask him, that’s been misinterpreted?
“I mean—yeah,” he says. “I don’t see people. I don’t even have people’s phone numbers. I almost don’t want to have a girlfriend, in this environment.”

…ON ONE OF HIS EX-GIRLFRIENDS:
“I remember when I was a teenager thinking my girlfriend was cheating on me, and going around riling myself up. Pretending to cry. It was totally illegitimate—I actually didn’t feel anything. I went to some pub and then went crying all the way home. And I got into my dog’s bed. I was crying and holding on to the dog. I woke up in the morning, and the dog was looking at me like, ‘You’re a fake.’ ”

Was she actually cheating on you?
“No,” Pattinson says, laughing. “I thought I’d seen her with another guy, but she wasn’t even there. I spent three days apologizing to the dog.”

…ON HIS NEW PERIOD FILM LITTLE ASHES, IN WHICH HE PLAYS A YOUNG SALVADOR DALI:
“I thought I’d never get another acting job again,” Pattinson says. “So I was like, ‘Yeah—why not try to do something weird?’ There’s all these gay sex scenes. And y’know, I haven’t even done a sex scene with a girl, in my whole career.”

“And here I am, with Javier [Beltrán], who plays Lorca, doing an extremely hard-core sex scene, where I have a nervous breakdown afterward. And because we’re both straight, what we were doing seemed kind of ridiculous.”

“Trying to do it doggie-style. Trying to have a nervous breakdown while doing it doggie-style. And it wasn’t even a closed set. There were all these Spanish electricians giggling to themselves.”

“In a lot of ways,” Pattinson says, “I was kind of crossing lines of what I thought I was comfortable doing. I had to do all this naked stuff.”

“I wanted to have a vacation in Spain,” he says. “But it became just—really, really hard. I’d never done a job that was so hard.”

“It’s nothing,” he says. “It would never have been released. I mean, that’s a terrible thing to say, but this was a movie where we didn’t even have stand-ins! We were scrambling, the entire time. We didn’t even have trailers.”

…ON WATCHING HIMSELF ON FILM:
[Pattinson] says he hasn’t seen any movie he’s been in since the Potter movies—not even Twilight. He took his mom to the American Twilight premiere, squirmed through the first ten minutes, then bolted. “I went out and sat in the car,” he says, “having a full-blown panic attack.” Ten minutes in, he looked up and realized someone was videotaping him.

He doesn’t want to watch himself on film because he’s worried he’ll look like a fraud. Even before he started acting, he says, “I was constantly thinking that I was faking my emotions. I was constantly attacking myself: You’re a fake, you’re a fraud.”

…ON FUTURE ACTING JOBS:
“I’m not massively concerned about doing lots of acting jobs,” he says. “If it all just went, right now, I’d be like, ‘All right. I don’t really care.’ That’s probably a stupid thing to say. But I don’t, really. I think it’d be much worse to do a load of stuff that’s really bad. Because then you can’t go into another career. If you’ve made an idiot out of yourself, you’re never going to be taken seriously, as a lawyer or something, if you’re, like, a joke actor. The only thing I want from anything is to not be embarrassed.”

…ON ANY LAST COMMENTS:
“Okay,” [Pattinson] says. Deep breath. “I fucked Joe Jonas.”

“I love him.”

Images Credited to Nathaniel Goldberg/GQ

2009-03-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

Selena, 'I Know What The Truth Is.'

Selena Gomez became addicted to celebrity gossip sites by hanging out with one friend who was completely obsessed: She revealed to BOP!: 'Someone in my life checked them all the time.'

After seeing the embarrassing pictures and rumors, it started to hurt her self-esteem: 'I was taking everything to heart. It was like, I'm too this, I'm too that! It was so much drama.'

Selena finally turned to Mommy Mandy for help: 'She taught me to not taking everything so personally. I know what the truth is. As long as I know and let my fans know that more than half the stuff they read is not true, it's not going to control my life anymore.'

Clip above of Selena revealing what she does to feel like a princess!

Jonas Brothers WORLD TOUR DATES

Jonas Brothers WORLD TOUR 2009 dates have been announced. Jordin Sparks and Honor Society will join the boys on tour as their opening acts!

The tour, which will take the band to three continents, will feature new music taken from the June 15 worldwide release of new Hollywood Records album.

TICKETS ON SALE TO JONAS BROTHERS FAN CLUB MEMBERS IN SELECT CITIES STARTING MARCH 16 TICKETS ON SALE TO THE GENERAL PUBLIC BEGINNING MARCH 20 AT LIVENATION.COM More dates to be announced.. But NOT IN SG ;(

Watch Vanessa Hudgens DO PILATES

Stalkers videotaped Vanessa and Mommy Gina doing pilates on Tuesday.
I think Mario is so jealous of her, & it's kinda creepy.
why would you tape that?
Um woo. but
She's healthy. Alert the media. LOL

High School Musical 4 CONFIRMED

High School Musical 4 will be a Disney Channel Original Movie featuring a new cast. Production will begin this year and premiere on Disney Channel in 2010.

Peter Barsocchini, who wrote the first three, returns as screenwriter. Bill Borden and Barry Rosenbush are also back as executive producers. Disney did not say whether Kenny Ortega would return as director.

The new cast list has not been released as of yet. The plot follows a love story and the cross-town rivalry between East High Wildcats & West High Knights.

Zac & Vanessa Sleeping Beauty Sweet

Annie Leibovitz photographed Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens as Prince Phillip and Princess Aurora from Sleeping Beauty for the Disney Dream Portrait Series. D23 interviewed Zanessa on set!

Did you ever think you would portraying classic Disney characters from a classic fairy tale? Vanessa No, never, and it's such a beautiful thing you know. I think every girl wishes to be a princess, and I finally got to do it. Zac: I used to watch these movies all the time growing up, loving these films.

Had you seen any photos from the series, first with David Beckham & Beyoncé? Vanessa: I saw it and thought it was so beautiful.. gorgeous and so well portrayed. How does it feel to be among Scarlett Johansson, Beyoncé and Jennifer Lopez? It's very exciting. I'm so glad to be part of the team. Like I said, I always wanted to be a princess.'

Zac: And Prince Phillip's not a bad character to play. I kind of like him. He's a pretty big hero, and it's just before they had this great moment and they are kissing. There was a big adventure that this prince goes on... so it's kind of rough by the time he gets to this scene

David Beckham was the original character to portray Prince Phillip, you are like the young David Beckham now. Zac: 'Well, in theory he was actually fighting the dragon [in an earlier scene], I think. So I'm the older David Beckham.'

Which Disney movie were you favorite growing up? Vanessa: Mine was probably Aladdin
. I love Jasmine, and the music
was really great. It was
a fun fairy tale.. one of the classics. Zac: I was going to say Aladdin.

High School Musical 4 PLOT DETAILS

D23: East meets West in a classic love triangle set against the cross-town school rivalry between the East High Wildcats and West High Knights in the upcoming High School 4, the fourth story in the celebrated franchise that became a cultural sensation, fueled unprecedented digital Musical music downloads..

..and underscored the strength of Disney Channel and Radio Disney's connection to kids, tweens and families. High School Musical 4 brings the franchise back to television in a music and dance-filled Disney Channel Original Movie that will introduce a new cast of characters.

It is scheduled to begin production later this year for premiere on Disney Channel in 2010. The announcement was made today by Gary Marsh, president, entertainment, Disney Channels Worldwide.

Gary: 'The High School Musical trilogy introduced a new generation to the celebrated genre of movie musicals. In crafting this next iteration, we've challenged the entire creative team to raise the bar again, and create something truly worthy of this extraordinary global phenomenon.'

NOTE: D23 is the 'official community for Disney fans.' A one-year membership costs $74.99 and includes a quarterly publication, personalized membership card & certificate, surprise collectible gift, access to exclusive special events and merchandise and discounted admission to

'The Ultimate Disney Fan Experience,' coming to Anaheim's convention center this fall. The first quarterly publication is ad-free and features interviews with Tim Burton, Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens as well as 'stunning photography, dazzling illustrations and the ultimate Disney insider perspective.'

Private High Musical MTV HSM Parody

MTV is developing a weekly series, Private High Musical, which will parody Disney's High School Musical
. Private High Musical, is based on an online series and may debut on MTV in Fall as a half hour show, according to HR.

MTV's head of programming Tony DiSanto revealed that they developing a number of scripted half-hour projects.: 'We're going to apply the same tenets of creativity and genre-busting to scripted comedy that 'Laguna Beach' used to makeover the documentary.

..It makes sense as a progression for us when a lot of our shows like 'Run's House' and 'The Hills' look scripted to start going forward with actual scripted shows.'

PHM Tayrn Souther added: 'I've always been an avid musical fan, and when Disney's 'High School Musical' became this big phenomenon, I thought it was funny that nobody ever did a musical that told how high school really was.'

2009-03-12T02:09:00.000-07:00

current song : So Close - Jennette McCurdy
current mood : bored

Hello all .
I'm thinking of changing my blog url .
Should I or not ?
I want to add on a tag board , should I or not ?

What do you think ?
I'm thinking of changing my blog to all gossips and entertainment news .
& not continue blogging about myself .
Anyway I'm not blogging myself lately .
cool or what ?

email me . & I'll think should I or not .

okays . it just random entry today .

2009-03-09T11:19:00.000-07:00

current song : Let Me Sign - Robert Pattinson
current mood : dazed and confused

Robert Pattinson in The Summer House

Robert Pattinson plays Richard in The Summer House…

Richard is just eighteen. He is a good looking boy, with an ambivalent feminine side, skinny and androgynous in the fashion of that time. He is narcissistic and entirely self regarding, his is a solipsistic universe with only one golden person inhabiting it; himself. Jane was the trophy girlfriend until he found better, then he was in turn dumped and now is back trying to ingratiate himself with Jane. He has written letters to the chateau, decorated the envelopes with psychedelic love hearts.

He sees himself as a lover, as a pop figure, something of a curious cross between Bob Dylan and Mick Jagger. He is the kind of boy who will hang around looking pitiful and hoping his moodiness will attract girls, which it does. If thwarted he will turn nasty in an instant, and does. He wants Jane to feel sorry for him for making the mistake of giving her up. He is desperate for her, but he is the wrong boy, he is an ‘unsuitable boy’.

Harry Potter 6 TEASER POSTERS

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince international teaser posters have been released. HP6 is due out in theaters July 17, 2009. Harry discovers an old book marked mysteriously 'This book is the property of the Half-Blood Prince' and begins to learn more about Lord Voldemort's dark past. Source. IESB

The Twilight DVD Menu!

You can check out the DVD menu for Twilight right here! Anxious to get your copy yet? Thanks to thiss_chick for the tip!

Vanity Fair Oscar After Party Wrap-Up

The Vanity Fair Oscar After Party looks amazing! Rob makes an appearance at 1:09

What Did Carlisle Whisper to Edward?

Peter Facinelli talks about Rob Pattinson at Eternal Twilight Convention in the UK. The question is “What did you whisper in Rob Pattinson’s ear when Carlisle bites Edward?”

Thanks to RobPattzNews!

And after the jump some more footage …

The Summer House Official Trailer!

No word yet on The Summer House, but IMDb still says that it will be released next month!! Some steamy scenes between Robert Pattinson and Talulah Riley… *swoon*

Miley Cyrus 'Justin Gaston Is Perfect'

E! talked to Miley Cyrus at her Grove book signing about the men in her life. Since Miley already coined Nick Jonas 'Prince Charming', what would she call current boyfriend Justin Gaston? 'Probably just Justin. Because he's perfect.'

She's even writing songs about Justin for her next album. 'I like to write about all the current things that happen in my life.' Hopefully he doesn't break her heart! Thx Jingle_B.

Jessica Biel Seduces Justin Timberlake

Hamming it up on Saturday Night Live, Jessica Biel slipped in the role as temptress Jessica Rabbit, easily drawing the attention of real-life boyfriend Justin Timberlake.

You can find the video in youtube .

Timberlake played a geeky husband, Irving, who was married to the comic strip character Cathy (played by the hilarious Andy Samberg wearing a long, brown wig). Moments before Biel hit the stage, Timberlake professed his love to Samberg saying, "I swear...if Jessica Rabbit walked in right now I wouldn't even blink."

The crowd cheered as Biel, wearing Rabbit's famous bedazzled red dress (and a pad to play up Rabbit's famous, exaggerated derriere), sashayed onto the stage prompting Timberlake to quickly ditch Samberg.

After the show, the couple was spotted leaving the cast after party hand in hand.

Justin Timberlake is very cute in here . haha . lmao ;)

Regent Releasing , Thanks for the message you left for me .
You make my day ! :D

Stay tuned for more juicy gossip's news !

"We love that you love Rob! Great music on your blog!"

xoxo

2009-03-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

current song : -
current mood : sick

lousy immune system + horrible weather + junk food
= me being sick

Vanessa Hudgens “Twilight” Sequel “New Moon”

Vanessa Hudgens has auditioned for a part in the upcoming Twilight sequel New Moon, MTV reported on Monday.

The young star, best known for her role as “Gabriella” in Disney’s High School Musical franchise, is hoping to land the role of Leah Clearwater in the second installment of the wildly-popular vampire franchise created by Stephanie Meyer.

Twilight star Ashley Greene, who plays Alice Cullen, Baby V would make a great addition to the cast: “I think she’d be great.”

Vanessa Hudgens “Twilight” Casting “Unlikely”

It’s unlikely that High School Musical star Vanessa Hudgens will join the cast of Twilight for the highly anticipated sequel, New Moon–at least for now, says screenwriter Melissa Rosenberg.

“I’m not sure about [final] casting but I had heard Vanessa Hudgens was going up for the part of Leah [Clearwater, a werewolf],” Melissa Rosenberg told People at the 61st Annual Directors Guild of America Awards over the weekend. “But at the moment, the part of Leah doesn’t happen until the third movie.”

Zac Efron Vanessa Hudgens Wedding: Zac & Vanessa Married By September

Zac Efron Vanessa Hudgens Engaged?

Are weddings bells about to ring for young lovers Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens? According to National Enquirer spies Disney heartbreaker Zac Efron popped the question to his co-star sweetheart, Vanessa Hudgens, while the pair were in Japan promoting the release of High School Musical 3 last month.

Tabloid tattles say the engagement a spur of the moment thing, mostly meant to calm Vanessa’s super-conservative mom who has spoken out against the 21-year-olds recent decision to move in together.

“Zac hasn’t given Vanessa a ring yet. But he’s hoping the proposal will buy him some time with Vanessa’s super-strict mom, Gina, who didn’t approve of the sweethearts living together before they were married.”

SO We hear High School Musical sweethearts Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens will tie the knot in a intimate wedding ceremony planned for September.

Blabbing tattles tell Britain’s People that the couple are already eyeing tropical venues for the Fall nupitals. Hawaii’s winning by a nose.

“Zac is over the moon Vanessa said ‘yes,;” according to a source close to the couple. “They are both young but they know it’s the real thing.”

Zac, 21, and Vanessa, 20, met on the set of Disney’s High School Musical three years ago and played teen couple Troy and Gabriella in the franchise. The young lovers live together in Los Angeles.

“The proposal was something Zac had been thinking about for a while. They are both really excited about the wedding - it will be a star-studded day. They fell in love with Hawaii while there for a friend’s wedding. And Vanessa wants to get married on a beach so it’s perfect.”

17 Again INTERNATIONAL TRAILER

17 Again international trailer starring Zac Efron and Sterling Knight.

Jonas Love Is On Its Way TEASER

'Love' teaser from Jonas Brothers 3D Concert Experience in theaters Feb. 27.

Zac Efron 17 AGAIN NEW CLIPS

New 17 Again footage with Zac Efron, Michelle Trachtenberg, Leslie Mann, Mathew Perry and Sterling Knight! Hits theaters on April 17. Thx Zachary-E.

Harry Potter 6 NEW MOVIE TRAILER

New Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince trailer from MTV.

Harry Potter 6 BEHIND THE SCENES

Daniel Radcliffe DIRTY HARRY

Daniel Radcliffe interview with The Daily Beast. Have you contacted Robert Pattinson to give him any advice? He was once quoted as saying that if given a choice between himself and you, that girls would choose you every time. I don't have his number, so haven't spoken to him.

But I can safely say that his insisting that girls would choose me over him that they would not. That they do not. He is the much prettier and can be much more charming. And he can do that thing of being sultry and sexy.

Yet in Equus you have a nude scene eight times a week? But I don't know how to be sexy. Rob can just sort of stand there and look at something and start to smolder. And I just can't do that. I'm a natural fidget. Full interview here.

xoxo

2009-03-08T13:14:00.000-07:00

"We at the height are ready to decline. There is a tide in the affairs of men which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat, and we must take the current when it serves, or lose our ventures."

-Julius Caesar

xoxo

2009-03-08T13:10:00.000-07:00

current song : -
current mood : frenzy

Dakota Fanning NEW MOON Confirmed

From Summit Entertainment: Acclaimed actress Dakota Fanning has officially joined the cast, and will play fan favorite Jane in The Twilight Saga: New Moon. HAPPY or MAD?

Taylor Swift DELETED CSI SCENE

JONAS, Kevin Gets Stuck On Fire Pole

Amusing JONAS preview. Credit: CallUsFreaks! & They're heading to Atlantis..

Taylor Swift CSI TURN TURN TURN

Taylor Swift acting, dying on CSI. More under! Thx whoever who upload this. Full episode here.

Kristen Stewart Breaking Dawn For Real

Kristen Stewart told E! Online there will be a fourth Twilight movie..
Breaking Dawn: 'We all really hope there is going to be a number four. I'm pretty confident that the fans aren't going to all of a sudden lose interest. The only case that a fourth one wouldn't be made is if all of a sudden people stopped caring, and I really don't think that's going to happen.

I love the fans. I feel like I am one of the fans and any direct interaction I have ever had with them has been the most warm and pleasant and enthusiastic. If anything, it's the biggest driving force that could propel you to do something.

It's not normal for me to be in a situation that Twilight puts you in. It's not personally normal for me to see 5,000 screaming girls. But I'm not criticizing them for being 'crazy' about me. I'm sort of going, 'Wow, this is just crazy!'

Rob and I are great friends. But I understand why you would assume that when we lean on each other for support, there must be something more.. And I'm not criticizing anyone for thinking it, either. If anything, they're really perceptive, because they can see a closeness.'

2009-03-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

Current song : yeah yeah yeahs - kiss kiss
Current mood: confoozed

I'm back with more entertainment news !
Enjoy !

‘How to Be’ Soundtrack Has Surprises For Rob Pattinson Fans!

Dreamboat Records announces that they will be releasing the CD soundtrack for the upcoming feature film How To Be, starring Robert Pattinson.

The soundtrack will be available to pre-order from Dreamboat Records soon. They will have some exclusive surprises for fans of the film and Pattinson, so keep your eyes peeled over the the coming weeks for details of how to get hold of them!

Source

Vote For Robert Pattinson for Best Newcomer!

Robert Pattinson has been shortlisted in the Empire Film Awards Best Newcomer category. Vote Here!

Up for the award are:
Robert Pattinson
Gemma Arterton
Jim Sturgess
Toby Kebbell
Hayley Atwell

Empire says:
“You voted in your thousands and can now proudly reveal the shortlist of nominations for this year’s Jameson Empire Awards. You have until 12 March to vote for your favourites.”

Robert Pattinson Back in the U.S.

E!Online reports that Robert was in Los Angeles last night

He was spotted at about 11:30 p.m. finishing dinner with three others at an outside table at La Poubelle, a French bistro in Hollywood.

And we’re happy to report that it looks like he picked up the tab, because he was seen signing the credit card receipt, according to a fellow diner.

Now the big question is, will Pattinson pop up at this month’s Twilight at Midnight parties? It was announced today that retailers across the country will be open March 20 from 10 p.m. to midnight to launch the release of the hit movie’s DVD.

Robert Pattinson Almost Gave Up Acting for Good!

Robert Pattinson chatted with TheImproper about his disillusionment with acting and how he considered giving up on it all together!

“I did [Little Ashes] before Twilight,” Rob recounts. “I was going to give up acting before that…I was just so disinterested in acting at the time. I just thought, ‘Oh a three-month vacation in Spain. Okay.’ ”

Researching and preparing for the role of Salvador Dali was therapeutic for Rob. “It was so intense the whole time and everybody was speaking Spanish and I don’t speak a word of Spanish,” he says. “I was the only English person there for the majority of the time. It gave me a reason to really focus on the script and the research to a ridiculous degree.”

Rob invested so much time preparing for the role that he wound up developing a heightened sense of satisfaction from the process. “It was the one time I felt slightly satisfied,” he recalls. “I wanted to bring that intensity to every job.”

In addition to all the rejection that actors constantly face, Rob was turned off by how money-focused the film industry was.

“Most films when they’re being made now, [the studios are] designing it to make money even before it’s started shooting,” he says. “I just thought I don’t want to be adding sh*t to the pile, so I might as well not be part of it.”

Rob, who says he would’ve become a musician if he hadn’t pursued acting, plays piano and guitar and composes music in his free time. And while music remains an essential part of his life, for now, the London native is focused on his film career. “I really love films,” he says. “I’d like it if there was another golden age [of films] like the ’70s, but I don’t think that will be for a while.”

Rob has a heavy work schedule ahead for at least the next two years: In March, he’ll begin filming New Moon, the sequel to Twilight. After that wraps, Rob will shoot Eclipse (the sequel to New Moon), and has indicated that Breaking Dawn (the fourth and last installment in the Twilight book series) will soon be in the works.

“[New Moon is] my favorite book and I think you can really change the character in the end,” says Rob. “[Edward is] distraught, and every ounce of confidence he has in the first [book] is gone by the end of the second one, when he’s essentially committing suicide. I can create something quite special with it if they let me.”

Twilight Tokyo Press Conference/Fan Encounter

Here is a full set of videos from the Twilight Tokyo press conference last week. Thanks to karolmitie!

Part 1:

Part 2:

Part 3:

Part 4:

Part 5:

I don't know if its just me but when he speaks Japanese he sounds so hott :D

Harry Potter Director on Robert Pattinson

The director of Harry Potter speaks out about Robert Pattinson (back when he played Cedric).

“Rob, who is this gorgeous, golden boy … You’re so good looking and so English public school …“

Robert Pattinson Interview in Japan

Robert Pattinson chats with interviewers while in Japan. Love that laugh!

That's all ! I'll update more when I want too !

cheers !

xoxo

2009-03-03T00:23:00.000-08:00

current song : bella's lullaby (official) - twilight
current mood : bored

Woooooooooooooooh!
Helllllloooo Earthlings!

Not in the total right mood today but I felt like blogging out of a sudden : (:

Attachment is finally OVER!!!

To to be honest . I'm quite sad to leave all my colleagues.
Especially ...
They are absolutely great.
ohwell, maybe not all.

That's not the point .
To be frank , instead I'm more sad , with my result . They told us is the different things .
" Don't worry I'll not fail you . I'll give you good marks . "
yeah didn't fail me . thanks , good marks ? this is what you call GOOD MARKS ?
now I've to work damn hard on my presentation .
They said we're very very good , in the end , result marks , were not what we want .
Among all of our classmates , woodlands people got average only .
average marks only . can you believe that ?
none of us in woodlands got full marks . Not even a high marks . or what so ever .
none none NONE !

Cant give us high marks because teachers may suspect lol.
That's one of the reason she give me .
ohman ! whatever .
arghs !

I'm totally very disappointed & sad .
Did I do very bad ?!
I don't feel like going back to that place..

But thanks to you guys who guided me through, patiently.
Really I sincerely appreciated .

Thanks for all the support and guidance.
hope we'll keep in touch.
see you people on 7 th March !

* I still have to go back . because my pay day ;(

I sound so pathetic!

Get Drunk ; Get Stupid ; Get Laid

Lost

NEVER EXPECT. NEVER ASSUME. NEVER ASK AND NEVER DEMAND. JUST LET IT BE. IF IT’S MEANT TO BE, IT WILL HAPPEN.

"If there is ever a moment you will ever need me, you can﻿ rest assure that I will be there"

I fell for you and you caught me. But I guess, after awhile, you got bored and dropped me.

I'm not saying that I am in love . I'm saying that lately , "He's all I think about".

You're just a bunch of fake judgmental bitch who can't be trusted.

What's your holiday season like?

我要更努力，更有勇气。

Im so sorry that it didnt work out im moving on :)

其實我不快樂..

oh yeaaaah

And I feel like nobody's listening

Attend a Twilight DVD Release Party!

‘How to Be’ Wins Honorable Mention

Photos From New Moon Set!

Robert Pattinson ‘Give Me A Break Will You?’

Robert Pattinson in Cosmo!

The Haunted Airman DVD Release in UK

Robert Pattinson in Japan

Before you view this video ,Remember to scroll down the play list to stop the music .

Twilight DVD Commentary

Twilight ‘Apple Scene’ DVD Bonus

Twilight ‘Hospital Scene’ DVD Bonus

Twilight ‘Prom Scene’ DVD Bonus

Vanity Fair Oscar After Party Wrap-Up

‘How to Be’ Soundtrack Has Surprises For Rob Pattinson Fans!

Vote For Robert Pattinson for Best Newcomer!

Robert Pattinson Back in the U.S.

Robert Pattinson Almost Gave Up Acting for Good!

Twilight Tokyo Press Conference/Fan Encounter

Harry Potter Director on Robert Pattinson

Robert Pattinson Interview in Japan

"If there is ever a moment you will ever need me, you can rest assure that I will be there"